Unsaid Thoughts

Entry 1

Hi Everyone! If binabasa mo ito ngayon welcome to my world :) I didn't expect to write this in here but ig impulsive thoughts and the burning desire to express all of my pent-up emotions for the past five years.

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This is a true story based on my own experience of being able to experience love firsthand.

This is the story of my Senior Highschool days.

First, I would describe myself as a person and how I look to help you visualize things. During my SHS days I admit I am not attractive like the other girls in school. Mataba ako and I have many insecurities during those time. But I am proud that I still did my best to showcase what I love and that is performing. I am basically that girl who is good at things but never better. Gets niyo ba? Yung taong kaya gawin lahat pero not that person who excels in that field.

I love music, it keeps me sane. I love performing infront of many people together with my friends. I can sing, dance, and do acting but ig not someone who excels. I am also smart and a student leader. I did a lot of things during this time and I am happy I did because that's where we met.

I joined a theater club with my best friends and also my friends from other strands, were we always perform in our school and compete with other universities  and I am proud to say that during our two years in SHS we are always held to be the champion.

At doon ko siya nakilala. He is also a member of the theater club. He excels in singing, he is good looking and a kind guy kaya hindi na bago na maraming nagkakagusto sa kanya. We are both from the STEM strand and we are both in the Allied Health profession. He dreams to be a Nurse at ako naman Pharmacist. Hello diyan sa mga Nurses and Pharmacists readers ko Hahaha.

We have a lot of common friends. His close friends is my friends in Highschool kaya madalas talaga kami magkasamang dalawa.
I have a girl best friend, alam niyo ba during these time sila yung tinutukso namin because sila yung mas close nun because they both sing very well and part sila nang singing team. Ako naman sa dance and acting part, don't get me wrong I don't have any ill feelings or nakilipagplastikan lang ako, I am genuinely teasing them. Because during that time hindi ko pa kasi narerealize na I am starting to like him. 

I know may nararamdaman na ako during those times na pinapanood ko siyang kumanta, everytime na naguusap kami but I ignore all of that kasi I always thought he is the guy na never ako mapapansin as someone na magugustuhan kasi nga hindi naman ako maganda, at ang dami daming may gusto sa kanya no! Actually, I am very vocal about my feelings ko sa iba pero kapag sa kanya talaga hindi ko talaga magawa. It's very complicated because most of the people linked me with he's best friend which is also my friend.