You told me you love me thousands of time
You look at me like you'd die for me each time you said it
Like you mean it
I don't know if I love you
I don't know if my heart ache for you
But you see
There's voices in me that clouded how I feel for you
"He's deceiving you" They said
I don't know if I want to love you
I do love how you try to court me
The flowers, the gestures, the euphoric feelings in my stomach
I do love the attentions
The feeling of treated like a queen
You put me on the pedestal
But what'll happen if I have decided to love you?
Will you still do this? Or will you put me on the racks just as a trophy to win, and then unlove me because you have got me?
If I have given up my heart and body to you? Will you leave me?
What will you do?
