Second chance on love !!

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Shubman's POV:
Mami is here and she suggested an alliance for me. Ishan was already went on tournament, and bhai was about to go there in next two days. Bhai and bhabhi discussed everything and after talking to them I agreed on meeting that girl, Isha. I'm still heartbroken and upset. I'm still isn't able to trust anyone. But I decided to tell that girl everything about my past. Bhai also agreed. After two days she was coming with her family to home, to meet us. I was in my room sitting on my bed resting my back on the headboard of my bed. The girl and her family was here. Finally everyone was in my room, they all talked and we talked together. I looked at her as bhabhi introduced me with her, "Shub, this is Isha & Isha, this is Shub. I mean Shubman" said Bhabhi. She smiled and forwarded her hand. I shake her hand and smiled softly. She smiled bright and said, "hii, nice meeting you. How you feel now??" She asked. "Am good, how are you??" I said smiling and she smiled answering good. We talked and discussed all our questions. After sometime bhabhi and everyone left us alone to talk. "So, umm you are a business person??" I asked Isha, trying to start the conversation. She looked at me and smiled little, "yeah, I'm a business person. Shubman to be honest I think we can tell each other about our feelings. We can share our thoughts with each others like good friends. We may be husband and wife in future, but I think we can definitely be good friends. I think our relation can be very delicate, you and I both have heartbreaks, and I don't think you are also able to trust anyone with your heart" she said and I nodded. We talked about our feelings. "Isha, I don't think I'll be able to accept you as my wife or I can say I'll ever be able to give you that love, I'm doing this for my family and I hope you understand me. You can say no if you want" I said. She looked at me smiling, but I can see it clearly that her smile is holding a lot of pain and tears in it. "Shubman, I'm sorry but I'm also doing this for my family. I don't think we'll ever justify our relation in life. We maybe husband and wife but I don't think I'll ever be able to love you as your wife" she said. "Here let's have a deal, we'll be besties for life, I mean in front of the world, we will be all good couple but in private we'll be good buddies" she said smiling. I nod and shake her hand and then we agreed and our families decided a date and we signed the papers together and our marriage was done. We are husband and wife now. "So I think we are roomies too along with buddies I guess" said Isha. I gave her a faint smile and she shrugged. Isha was in the bathroom changing her clothes, but I wasn't feeling good. Whenever I look at Isha I was getting the flashbacks of me being with Tara. I was going crazy. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. I wasn't asleep yet, I thought soon Isha will join me in bed too, but to my surprise I didn't felt any movements on bed. I got half up and looked around my room to find Isha sleeping on the couch. I felt little guilty thinking that I was thinking she married me because she is also like Tara. I felt bad that I judged her that she isn't. I thought she'll try to seduce me, I thought she is greedy and attention seeker, but as soon as I looked at her on couch curled up like baby, I felt there's nothing more pure than her I saw in this world. She was feeling cold I guess so I slowed down the AC. "This is not right Shub, you can't compare her with Tara, not every woman are same" I mumbled to myself and lyes down again drifting off.