As I walked into school on Monday I see kirk glance at me and swiftly look away again. This made me quite sad, because I loved the way things were going with kirk and I becuse he'd stopped bullying me just before the party and we was sort of getting on now and then, and now we are probably back to square one. Once I arrived in form I saw kirk sat there with his arms crossed and his head in a completely opposite direction of the enterence door. I sat down beside him, did the sane with my arms but faced forwards. after checking what lesson I had the bell went and me kirk and sir were the first ones to stand up and walk out like a flash. God it was so awkward.
After a few classes it was finally lunch, I sat down with Kelly and lilly, and started to eat. But suddenly, I felt something on the back of my head, but only for a second or two, I turned around and saw that one of kirks friends threw a half eaten sandwich at me, it was obvious that kirk had done it I turned around stood up and stared at kirk we were both teary eyes as a ran off, he followed and we both came to an empty hallway.
" Y/n wait" kirk said as I continued to walk off.
" please let me explain" kirk carried on.
"Alright then" I said as I came to a stop and turned around to face him.
" explain to me why you took me home that night and was so nice to me but as soon as we walk into school your a horrible and mean jerk." I shouted. Tears filling my eyes.
" it's my friends" he said
" go on" I said.
"They make me think that I have to do this when I'm with you at school,or this when we are alone or else you won't like me the way I do to you." He said as itched his nose. " so I do it, but none of it works and it all becomes worse." He said with a sort of stutter in his voice.
"You like me?" I asked shocked to my core.
" what" he replied
" you just said it." I stated rapidly moving closer to him.
" what, no I didn't " he stuttered.
I noticed that he stuttered a little when ever he was nerverous or stressed.
" yes you did" I argued. He froze
"OK maybe I did say it and maybe I do mean it" he said embarrassed.
I looked at him for a while trying to sort this out in my head. When I had a rush of energy, no fear, no self doubt just energy. So I walk towards him, grabbed his face but hesitated as waiting for an approval. Then just as I was about to back away he put his lips on mine and we shared the most phenomenal kiss ive ever had. I wanted to stay in that moment for ever but it had to end soon enough. As we leaned away, shocked becuse of what had just happened, the bell went, we stood there silently for a few seconds but then loads of people came rushing by trying to get to class and I followed. Not looking in kirks direction I just walked I new what lesson I was in so I headed there. I didn't know what to do should I tell the girls, should I not. What am I gunna say to kirk. All these questions flowing through my mind but only one stood out. Did I like it?
