Requested by :: no one.. (I came up with this idea myself lol, I hope you enjoy!!)
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As I was walking into school hallway, I see my best friend jungwon...
We have been best friends since we were kids but...I've had a crush on Jungwon for 2 years now.
Jungwon and I are both in high school, I'm 17 years old and Jungwon is 17 as well.
"hii ni-ki!!" Jungwon exclaimed hugging me suddenly
"hey jungwon.." I muttered hugging him back gently, secretly treasuring this moment
"Guess what?!" Jungwon smiled as he released our hug
"what?" I asked with a smile on my face not knowing what to expect
"Jay asked me out!" Jungwon beamed making my heart shatter and making my smile fade away
"c-congrats Jungwon, you d-deserve it" I stuttered trying not to letting my sadden expression show
"hey ni-ki you okay?" Jungwon said worried as I tried wiping my tears quickly
"I-I'm fine" I sniffed as my tears wouldn't stop
"I'll talk to you later." I blurted out running to the bathroom leaving jungwon alone
After heading into the bathroom, luckily no one was there.. but I wiped my tears away and grabbed tissues, but then... Jungwon suddenly was there.
"how... can... you... run so fast." Jungwon sighed trying to breathe in and out as he ran to the bathroom
"anyways.. are you seriously okay?" Jungwon questioned walking up to me who had puffy red eyes that showed that I was crying
"Y-yeah I'm fine.." I responded while smiling at him to relieve his worries
"good. You made me worry for a second there" Jungwon giggled making me feel ten times better
I love his smile..
"also we can't hang out today.. I'm hanging out with Jay" Jungwon smiled making my heart shatter once again
"Hey.. Jungwon?"
"Yeah?" He replied
"Can I talk to you about something?" I sighed softly
"Yeah of course!" He exclaimed
...
"I.."
"I love... you" I muttered looking up at Jungwon to see his response
"yeah, I love you too I mean we're beat friends" jungwon giggled making my heart melt and shatter
"No.. not in that way I mean I love love you..."
"oh."
"um... ni-ki I.. I don't really see you in that way.."
"I-I'm sorry" jungwon muttered as tears then fell down my face once again causing my heart to shatter one. last. time.
"it's fine" I said letting the tear roll down my face
"we can still be friends right?" Jungwon said as I was crying
"Yeah.." I said making him smile but my smile faded away the moment I told him that I love him
"oh shoot! Jay wanted to see me before classes started" jungwon blurted out as he was on his phone
"No need.. I'm right here" a boy said while hugging jungwon's waist making me drop my phone
"oh- Jay your here!" Jungwon giggled putting his arms around jay's neck as Jay had his hand on Jungwon's waist
I quickly grabbed my phone and ran out of the school building...
Maybe in another life we could have been..
I love you jungwon.. and I still do..
"Hey- ni-ki, you okay?" Jungwon smiled as I woke from my daze
"yeah.. I am"
"good. Hurry we're gonna sing happy birthday to Jay" jungwon giggled while then running up to Jay holding his hand
Ah. I almost forgot. He doesn't love me...
He loves him.
I started laughing while my tears rolled down my face as the others had started singing happy birthday to jay.
I mean of course I'm happy jungwon is with someone that makes him happy.. just wish it was me.
"it was nice loving you jungwon, but I guess I gotta let you go before I ruin myself even further" I muttered as I open the front door to his and Jay's house and walked out of the door leaving without saying goodbye
"He was both everything I could ever want...
And nothing I could ever have..."
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I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE GONNA TRY TO KILL ME FOR MAKING THIS CHAPTER BUT I HAD A WEIRD DREAM THAT INVOLVED JAYWON AND NI-KI and it made me cry.. SO I DECIDED TO TRY TO RECREATE IT LOL. Anyways I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THIS!! What did you think??
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