𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝

twelve.

"Where the hell is it..."

Minho dug around his bag trying to find the note more specifically the note he wrote for Jisung. Yep, the one where he poured his heart out wanting one day to hand Jisung that note to say that he liked him so much to the point where it hurt. Now he was sitting here throwing everything out of his school bag just to find this crumbled up piece of paper. His eyes widened when he reached for a crumbled paper inside hurriedly opening it.

"Please, please, be it..." His hands struggled to open it. "Come on... God damn it!" 

A groan shot out of his mouth as he picked up his bag and threw it across the room accidently hitting the wall with a loud thud. His hands held his head as he tried so greatly to think where it could have been. It was not in his bag so that was a start. His room? No, he could've sworn he shoved it inside that damn bag. 

Uh oh.

Did it fall when he was at school? 

"No no... Now somebody knows that I fucking like Han Jisung!" 

He inhaled sharply. "Fuck!" 

"Woah woah woah! What's going on big bro?" Danyi walked in, eyes following the trail of stuff across the floor. 

"Nothing, get the fuck out." Minho stood up picking up tons of stuff on the way. 

Danyi laughed placing her hands on her hips. "No need to get hostile. What's going on with you brother?" 

"I just said nothing didn't I? Why don't you leave." Minho sighed grabbing his bag. 

"Because mom wanted to know what that loud thud was. Now I know, you're angry." She skipped over to Minho's bed sitting on it. 

"Talk to me." 

Minho looked at her with an eye roll as he shoved his textbooks back into the bag. "No." 

"Come on. I will understand you or at least try. If you don't tell me, I'm telling mom you're crazy and we need to send you to a mental hospital." Danyi smiled. 

"Fine. Only because you're annoying the fuck out of me. I lost a letter that I was going to send to my crush...." He mumbled. 

"You have a crush?!" 

Minho nodded zipping the backpack. "Yes, that's it. Leave you disgusting gerbil!" 

"I am not a rat!" Danyi gasped shooting straight out of the bed. "That's it, mom!!" 

She ran out of the room and Minho quickly locked the door and rubbed his hair back. He would try finding it tomorrow and if he couldn't... he didn't even know. 

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"No no no Minho..." 

A whiny breath flowed out of Jisung's lips as he struggled to find something to grab on to. His hands were stopped from grabbing on to the sheets as a hand pushed Jisung's tiny wrist down stopping him from what he was originally trying to do. 

Jisung's eyes fluttered tightly shut from the immense pleasure that was swarming every inch of his body. Minho's lustful eyes scanned down at Jisungs perfect body that was right under him. The small delicate waist, the thighs that were wrapped around his waist right now, and just everything. Fuck, Jisung was beautiful. 

"Minho.." 

He loved how Jisung would say his name with such a whiny tone in it. Minho loved everything about now, it was just perfect. 

The younger's thighs trembled against Minho's waist. His toes curled and his hands squeezed at Minho's. 

"Oh god..." 

Minho couldn't get enough of Jisung. His thrust were sloppily but slow as he gave what Jisung wanted the most. 

"No... I can't—please...ngh, I'm close..." Jisung whined in need of letting go. 

They breaths were heavy in this room. Pants created a spiral above them as they stared into each other's eyes once Jisung decided to open them. Tears were beginning to water in the corner of Jisung's tired eyes. 

"Please..."  Jisung begged, eyes shakily staring into Minho's as he bit down on his lip at the sudden thrust. 

"Go ahead love." Minho husked, trapping lingering kisses on Jisung's neck some more. 

...

Aw hell no. Minho did not. He shot up and laid his back against the bedframe, his face flushed bright red. Sweat beads formed on his head from the dream. He couldn't believe it; how could he have such a dirty dream about such a soft boy. Oh god, he was messed up.

Minho took the blanket off from his body after realizing he was feeling a bit uncomfortable. 

How could you be so fucked up Minho. 

He silently walked to the bathroom and started the shower. Let's say this night was going to be one hell of a long night. 

The next morning, he was woken up by his sister hitting him with pillows yelling at him to wake up since he was going to be late, and she needed a ride to school. 

"Stop..." He groaned, pulled the blanket up against his body. 

"No! I'm going to be late for school, get your ugly ass up!" Danyi fussed, hitting her brother extra rough with the pillow this time. 

Minho got up and pushed her away. "Go away! Fuck..." 

He rubbed his tired face watching his sister close the door to his room. Today was the day that he was going to find out if he ended up embarrassing himself from the note he lost or if he actually found the note by himself and all could return to normal. Well—it was normal, he just was freaking out about someone finding the note. 

Then it hit him. What if that someone was Jisung? Fuck, he could not let Jisung read that just yet. What if he just ruined his life right now because his crush was the one to find that cringy love letter. Duh, it was meant to go to his crush but not right now! He still needed to proofread and fix the note, wait, this letter wasn't an essay. But still, he did not want to look silly in the note. 

Minho quickly got dressed and grabbed his bag heading out of the door rubbing under his eyes some more. He was hella tired today too, which meant he would most likely be fussy when he got to school. 

If Jisung was the one that got the note maybe he could avoid him for a little. Not forever, he couldn't live without interacting with his crush he would simply die. And after that dream he sure did not know how to interact with Jisung even if the boy did not know about it, still it was going to be awkward for Minho. 

"Drive me to school." Danyi walked along side of Minho as they both left the house. 

"God, why can't you get your license?" Minho sighed getting into his own car.

Danyi entered the passenger's seat and pulled down the mirror to fix some of her makeup. 

"Hey, the instructor doesn't like me for some reason. I've failed three times. Can you yell at him for me?" She hummed touching up her makeup. 

Minho didn't reply, he just started the car and began driving to his sister's high school.  

"Oh, you're mad. Don't worry just go up to your crush your whole world will be changed." Danyi smiled turning to look at her brother. 

"I hope it will because you're annoying the fuck out of me right now."