PURITY ((CONTINUED))

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before anything real quick my new book "Almost Too Much" comes out tonite but only the intro of the characters is out at the moment but please read it!

BIANCA

we only have about 1 more day here in Madrid. i like it here but i dont really know what to do here.

i was in the pool and tom was just watching me making sure i dont make any weird mistakes. okay sometimes he can be an ass but other times hes tolerable.

"can you get pizza or something for a change?" i asked resting my head on the side of the pool thing. he nodded and got up and walked to the pub. i watched carefully as he ordered and took his card and paid

he walked back and sat down "whatd you get" i asked and he shrugged "cheese pizza and pepperoni pizza" his smirk turned into a small smile "yum!" i hummed and ringed my hair out.

about ten or fifteen minutes later they gave tom our pizza and we walked up to our room and situated our selves

"can you make my plate? i need to change really fast" i asked him and he nodded so i went to change.

i changed into dark grey sweatpants with a crop top and a loose knitted sweater over it. i put on some socks lastly and i brushed my hair out.

walking back to the little kitchen there was my plate sitting on the counter with 2 cheese pizzas

he was sitting on the bed watching some movie that was available. i plopped myself next to him and started to eat my pizza. up until an arm moved my legs and laid them down to Toms lap.

i smiled at him and continued eating whilst watching the movie. i finished both my pizzas and toms hand started to rub my leg up and down.

it was nice but i dont know.

my eyes started to feel heavier by the second. my eyes closed and i laid myself down on the bed all the way. i felt warmer.

"goodnight bee" he whispered into my ear and placed a light kiss on my forehead.

i smiled and pushed myself further into the pillows.

when i woke up it was lighter outside the window. i stretched and tom groaned beside me. i looked over to him and remembered that im not supposed to like him. hes still a monster he just acts differently.

why is he getting to me?

now im remembering my encounters with him before our wedding. the way he looked down on me everytime and brought up something sexual. i hated it. i hate it.

i just want to go back to where im supposed to call "home" its not much of a home to me but i live there so its home nonetheless

instead of just sitting there looking at him thinking of all the wrong doings he has ever done, i grab the bible and look around the room for a number.

there was an ad on the television about the rapper '50 cent' so i took that number and flipped to page 50 in the bible. even if im not christian im some form of religious

i just shoved the bible back into the drawer it was in before. just kidding, im not that disrespectful. i set it down gently

i got out of the bed and walked to the bathroom and did my business. and looked at myself in the mirror

"i look like a mess" i mumbled to myself and pulled my hair back. i did my makeup just to look good for myself

i admired my new face and its still barely enough for me. i hate how being with tom has this effect on me. i feel like i cant even look good even if its for myself.

"bee?" he asks knocking on the door, i roll my eyes and start taking my makeup off "in a minute!" i yell out and continue with what i was doing "our flight is in a few hours, do you want to do anything or what?" he asks slightly distracted by something

i scoff, "yeah" i say and i just splash some cold water on my face and dry my face with a clean towel.

why did i just nos decide to switch up? is it because hes finally treating me like a person? i dont know. but i dont want to get hurt when he stops noticing me. ill be fine.

i walk in to the room and turn the television on, i want to sleep.

i took a nap and tom nudged my shoulders "wake up bee we have to leave" he whispered. i sat up and rubbed my eyes. i looked around until my eyes fell onto tom. my bags were packed and his bags were packed.

i uncovered myself and went to the full body mirror, my outfit is good enough for a plane ride. i might just sleep the whole time.

i love sleeping. shouldve married that.

both of us were walking down the long hallway with our bags ready to check out of this hotel and go back home. i need to see my sisters.

this one is short but she gotta hit of reality😭 next chapter will be back

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