Never a happy ending

Chapter 1:Sunny sky

Since I can remember,I've always been told by everyone that I'm a very bright child and I was,I never was disrespectful,a spoiled brat or even a misbehaving one,people could even think that I never seem sad neither a bad kid,they would say "I wish my kid behaved like yours,she's an angel",I kinda liked the compliments they gave me,made me feel very confident of who I was,that I had nothing to change about myself,even my mom was happy,along side with my aunt who by the time has always been living with us since I have memory.As I grew a bit older I started getting really bored being an only child,I mean it was fun having my privacy and all,but having a companion to play with could be also fun,so I decided to "ask" my mom if I could have one.My mom liked the idea,she thought that after all this time I should have a little buddy to mess around with,in a good way of course,besides,she had a perfectly stable and good boyfriend,let's call him "Ben",I could see they really liked each other,which made me happy,although a little girl had no idea of the reality of a relationship and what it consists,and what "consequences" might come with.

Time had passed and mom didn't tell me news if she was gonna give me a sibling or not,I didn't  ask her since I was very patient at that time,so I just minded my own business.In school I used to talk about my upcoming sibling with my "friends",I was so excited to brag about my non existent sibling,although it wasn't confirmed if I was gonna have one.I had a lot of friends in kindergarten,by a lot I mean at least 5,counting my two neighbors that used to live next door.I started to realize they weren't actually acting as my friends when they started making weird comments like "Why are you like that?" Or "You are way too weird,get away",which in my mind of a 17 year old would tell me that "These kids don't want us around let's just hang out with other different ones" but in my mind of a 6 year old told me "They don't like us,we have to change if we want them to be our friends".Maybe because how I began to be treated in kindergarten I say KINDERGARTEN,I thought why not have a sibling?,they could never judge who you are and what you're like,because they are.."Family".

Time passed,still no sibling,I wasn't giving up on hope,so I still waited patiently,to pass the time,I had my aunt to play with me and take me to places,she was and continues being the best aunt I could ever ask for,now that I think about it,she has always a been there for me since I was a newborn,mom told me she has never left by my side since,and I find that really courages and admiring,she has a family of her own,why not be with them and stay with me and my mom?

Months kept passing,I realized that I haven't seen Ben that much now,I really liked him,he would be goofy with me sometimes,he would play with me and my leapfrog,a little console like a Nintendo but much smaller and not so advanced technology,it had cool video games tho,i used to joke around with my mom of how he had breakfast when he ate at our house,it was a mix of ham,eggs and waffles all piled together with syrup,gross but funny,he was silly and by the looks of my mom,he made her happy.Ben usually came 2 or three times a week or maybe even once,but I stopped seeing him that much as the weeks went by,mom didn't talk about him that much now,didn't mind to ask her why since again,I was just a kid,I didn't have to know my moms problems nor I wanted to know,but I also didn't want her to be sad,so I started getting a bit suspicious,a bit weird for a 6 year old to be invested in this type of stuff honestly,but as they say "Children are very curious beings".