i don't love you.

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I never meant for you to love me. That's not who I am. I'm not some rockstar who loves making people swoon for them. I hate when the only love that I want from someone is someone that I can't have. I don't want to be your lover. I never wanted to be your lover. I want to be your friend. Nothing more, nothing less. 

I don't want to hold your hand but rather help you find someone else who wants to. It would break your heart if I told you that I didn't have this mutual feeling, and I do not want to do that. It would hurt the both of us beyond repair. 

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