WHY DO I LOVE HER SO MUCH 😔
At night 🌃
FREEN'S POV: How can I forgot you? When you're always on my mind........
How can I not want you. When you're all I want inside my heart. How can I let you go? When I can't see you apart from me.
How can I not love you?... When you're controlling my heart..
Jesus! Becky..!!! Why are you doing this to me the more I try to try to get rid of your thoughts the more I'm reminded of you. I think I can't be helped. I need to get rid of my feelings for her I'll be married to someone else soon. I'll have to be loyal to my wife. I should avoid meetings with Becky.
Authors pov: on the other hand tee have already invited Becky along with irin. By evening around 6 pm they all reached their guest house Tanya , Sophie and the other cousins were arranging everything inside. Freen was taking care of the children who was playing outside. suddenly Becky came along with irin and jao. The moment Freen saw Becky her heart skipped a beat. Freen didn't expect Becky to be their nobody told her Becky was happy to see Freen and children but Becky noticed Freen intentionally ingnoring her. They went inside and Tanya was happy to see them but she was worried if Freen is okay.
They were chatting eating food and drinking 🍻.freens mood was really not good she noticed her cousin nuea[ heng's brother] was also not in a good mood.
Nuea suddenly went outside to garden area.
Heng: nong were are you going.
Freen: He is heading to the garden area. I'll look . You guys carry on.
Becky was coming back from washroom she noticed Freen heading out alone Freen had been ignoring her since she came here she thought it was the best opportunity to speak to her alone. So she followed Freen. She saw nuea in the garden so she stopped but she is hearing their conversation.
Freen: Hey nong what's wrong why are you here all alone.
Nuea: Nothing phii it's just...
Freen: Come on man let it out you know I have always heard you out with out objecting.
Nuea: It's a girl..
Freen: Whaat.. did you break up with your girlfriend?..
Nuea: No phi.. I confessed to her yesterday and she rejected me she said she have a crush on someone else.
Freen in mind: Looks like he is having the same problem as mine.
Freen: Don't feel bad nuea. Don't ..just because she doesn't love you like you love her.
Freen: Listen,"If you really love someone and they don't love you back , if they don't accept your feelings.. just.. let them go,If they come back to you they are your's forever. If they don't then it was never meant to be".
Nuea: wow... Phi is that from that a poem written by you. were you a poet in previous life..
Freen: It's not a poem nuea it's life .
Nuea: I understand phi..
Freen: that's good try to understand and feel ease.
Nuea: You it seem like you feel the same pain as mine when you told those poetic things. Were you in love too. Did someone ditch you too. How dare they ...
Freen: No.. nuea calm down it's not like that. I was just saying facts. My point of view.
Nuea: ooh . I just felt like that.
Freen: Now cheer up let's go back inside.
Hearing this Becky quickly headed back.
Freen and nuea head inside afte sometime.
