P.S.............

Declan

"Mail, Sergeant Major.

I look over to see the corporal holding a letter in his hand, and I'm confused as to why he's giving me mail. "Check that address, King. I think you're mistaken."

"Begging your pardon, sir. I've double-checked and it's for you. Sergeant Major."

The young corporal is nervous as most of the guys are around me. I'm an almost forty-year-old Sergeant Major with five tours under my belt, so I can see how he might be afraid to tell me I'm wrong.

The sad part is, I know I'm right. Three years away from the big 4-0 and I don't have any family back home who would send me anything. All my friends are the guys I've served in combat with, and we don't really do the whole letter thing.

"Alright. Leave it with me." I'll just have to make sure it gets to the correct person since it must have been labeled incorrectly. "Dismissed, King."

"Yes, Sergeant Major."

I walk over to my desk, turning the letter over in my hands.

I'm on my last tour before retirement, deployed in Russia with a group of about eighteen men. I'm in charge of all of them, and my job is to get everyone home safe. It's not something I take lightly, and as soon as this is finished, I'm looking forward to hanging up my boots. I've been enlisted and working up the ranks since the day I turned eighteen and could enlist in the Corps. I was raised in an orphanage in the Midwest, and when the high-school recruiter came by telling me I had a way out, I was all too eager to jump at the chance. Now, twenty years later, my time is up, and I'm ready to do what I want to do.

I take a seat in one of the chairs next to a makeshift desk and look over the envelope and see my name perfectly spelled out in beautiful handwritten script.

Thinking it might still be a mistake, I open it up and read the letter. I feel my face start to ache from the smile plastered on it as I read the words intended just for me.

I remember that our platoon is registered as pen-pal responsive. Our names were put on a list through the Marine services, so if people wanted to send care packages or write, we would receive such items.

I don't care that she did this out of some obligation or class project. Or that it was sent to us for any reason in particular. She's utterly adorable, and I can't describe how it feels to have someone write me a letter. I've never gotten anything like this before, and it surprises me how much I love it. What's even more surprising is how much I enjoy her.

"Amber Hill. You sure do sound lovely," I say, running my roughened fingers over her signature. I spend a few minutes re-reading the letter and trying to picture what she looks like. I bet she'd be the prettiest thing I've seen in the last twenty years.

Picking up a pen and paper, I decide to write her right now before I chicken out. I've never really had any sort of way with women, opting to grunt when asked a question. I can lead an entire troop of Marines, but I'd rather just not bother when it comes to the opposite sex and dating.

Dear Ames,

I hope it's okay if I call you that. It seems we'll be getting to know one another, and I'm usually pretty direct with people. You can call me Declan or Decs; nobody ever calls me that. I think it would be a nice change, if you'd like to.

I'm a Sergeant Major in the Marine Corps, and I've been in for almost twenty years. There's not a lot to me beyond that.

I spent some time in Texas down at the Naval Air Station in Fort Worth when I was eighteen. It's where I did my boot camp. It's hot as hell down there. I'd love to go back and visit someday, but maybe not in the summer time. Too many memories of heat stroke and cockroaches the size of my hand!

Although I think I might take doing it all over again if I had to choose between that and teaching high school. I don't knowhow you do it. Do you like it?

I've never been married and don't have any kids. You? I don't think your letter sounded like a dating site application. I actually thought it was the best thing I've ever received. It would make me really happy to get another one from you.

I can't tell you much about where I'm at or what I'm doing, but I can tell you that I'll be glad when I can come back home. I'm looking at places to vacation at for a while when I'm out—any suggestions? I've traveled the world, but I think a nice place to relax and call home sounds about perfect. I'm a homebody myself, which is strange because I'm never home.

Do you have any pets? I miss having a pet. There's a stray dog that comes around here sometimes, but it's not the same.

Let's get serious for a second. Cookies. I'll take anything you want to send me, but if I get to pick, I'm a chocolate, chocolate chip kind of guy. I've got a weakness for desserts, and the more chocolate, the better. I don't know that I could share, though. I'm a pretty possessive kind of guy. Especially when it comes to things I like.

I think that's all I can come up with for now. This is the first letter I've ever written to someone, so I hope I'm doing it right.

Can I ask you a weird question? What do you look like? It feels strange not knowing you and yet talking as friends. Maybe being able to picture you will help.

I'm about six-five with short dark hair. I'm pretty big all over, but I'm quick, so don't let the size fool you. Hope that helps.

Can't wait to hear from you,

Decs

PS...

I think for a second about what to write in the postscript. I want to put something that makes her smile, but then I'm afraid I might come on too strong. She seems like a nice girl, and I don't want to scare her off.

Deciding to leave it blank, I seal the letter up and put it back in the self-addressed return envelope.

Now, I wait.