The Perfect Girl

The calm before the Storm

I don't know when or where it truly began, the origin of this story that I am about to tell you. You've read the description, haven't you? It's okay if you didn't but please keep in mind that not all stories end the way you hope it would, not having your happily ever after or even have an end at all....just a sickening cliffhanger.

I'm not sure if someone's gonna read this or not, not that it even matter but I would like to be heard for atleast once in my life when it truly matters. I know that this chapter may seem boring to you and that you may have already left but that's okay. I understand that you may be a very busy person and do not have a lot of time on your hands. I just hope that your life is at least better than mine, that's the least I could do for you.

I hope that you understand the words that I have typed on this screen. I find it very unfortunate that their are people in this world that have such sick and twisted desires, so selfish and always take yet give barely anything but that is what makes the human race human. There are many innocent people in the world that suffer the most cruel lives imaginable and go on. I am not saying that I'm innocent or as kind as an angel, I know that I am no saint but I am no demon either. I am just a person that seeks for somewhere soft to fall. I just want closure and security, surely it isn't much...right...?

I'm not sure how long I may remain on this earth but I at least want to put my life out there with this simple story. It's okay if you don't want to know, I'm not forcing you to stay here. I know that there's beauty in this world and that I just need to search farther but by the way things are going for me, I may never get to see it at all. I've been a witness and victim to many cruel things in this world and those cruel things will haunt me for the rest of my days.

Please keep in mind that happiness doesn't last as long as you wish for it too so just enjoy it while it lasts, okay...? Promise me that much...Please find the beauty in this world that I have yet to discover.... I beg of you.. You don't really need to follow through my wishes but please find whatever makes you happy in life.

Remember: There is always someone who loves you, no matter what. I may not know you but I love you, okay? Keep pushing.