Owning him (BXB) 🔞

Chapter 5

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NICK'S POV

DID YOU HEAR THAT? He just asked me to be his sub!! This is a dream come true. He's the perfect dom for me, I want him so badly.

But,

I'm not a good sub.

He deserves better.

I'm too messy.

Once he finds out how I really am he'll dump me.

I'll never be enough for him.

I can't.

- N-no. -I say.

His eyes widen and his mouth goes open but no words come out.

- I'm sorry, I just don't want a dom - I lie.

- Oh... It's okay. Sorry for asking.

Okay this is very akward now. I'm holding back my tears. I tell him Kai will drive me home and I get dressed. Without much more to say I leave. On the dance floor, my best friend is making out with a dom I've never seen in my life but, oh well, good for you Kai.

SEAN'S POV

He said no. HE FUCKING SAID NO. What the fuck? I'm in my playroom, sitting on the bed and looking at the floor. What do I do now?

I get dressed and walk out. Suddenly, everything feels different. The loud music sounds quiet in the back of my head. The lights look darker and all the people disgust me. I see Nick's friend with a dom, but he's not around. Where is he? He said he was going home...

NICK'S POV

I decide is better to just walk home.

Bad idea.

It's freezing cold, and it's way too dark. Tears start coming out and I can't contain them anymore. Why do I have to be like this?

I hear a car stop next to me and I look to the floor, starting to shake in fear. I don't even wanna see, this is the last thing I need. The sound of the window rolling down makes me shiver.

- Get in.

NO WAY.

- I'm okay. - I reply

- Nick I'm not asking, - Sean says in his dom voice. - get in thr car. Now.

I mean, I'm kinda cold. Kinda as in I can't feel any of my fingers. Maybe I should stop being stupid and get in the car. But again, I'm stubborn as fuck.I can't just...

HE'S FUCKING GRABBING ME!

- If you don't wanna get in the car by yourself I'll make you. - he says as he drags me inside.

I just sit down and put on my seatbelt, crossing my arms and looking out of the window in silence. I quickly text Kai to tell him I don't need a ride back, before his crazy ass calls the cops on me.

- Listen, - Sean says - I don't know what reasons you have to not want a dom right now, but I respect that. Just know we can still play any time you want, okay? And if you need a ride home every night I'll drive you every night.

I have to bite my tongue before answering something rude. He's actually so fucking sweet. He's too good. It's not fair. Why can't I be good enough for him?

Before I realize I'm crying, and we are in front of my building. He stops the car and he grabs me by my chin, making me look at him.

- Nick, you are so perfect.

- I don't deserve you.

DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD? Oh my God. Now he's gonna realize it's true, and he's gonna dump me, and not talk to me again and...

He's kissing me.

SEAN'S POV

His lips taste so good. I take my time exploring his mouth with my tongue, feeling him relax to my touch. My fingers run through the back of his head, messing with his hair. I cup his cheeks with my hands and look into his eyes, stopping the kiss and softly brushing his nose against mine.

- You are perfect. You are perfect for me. I know your brain is messy, baby. I know. But I want you just like that. I want to take care of you and guide you. I want to be your dom, Nickolas.

His eyes get watery again and for a second I feel like he's gonna say no again, or even slap me. I don't know with this boy anymore...

Instead, he kisses me again. His tears fall in my cheeks and it's such an amazing feeling. It's like the movies, time stops and it's only Nick and I. Only me and my boy.

- I want to be your sub, Master Sean.

A/N short chapter but couldn't leave you guys hanging.

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