Gyuvin realised that he actually liked Ricky, but how was he supposed to tell him that after all these? In the end Gyuvin was a jerk to Ricky, and he didn't know what to do about it
How to make things better
He didnt want to lose him, he loved him too much
"One day, you'll be mine. But I don't know when"
It's true, thaf in Ricky's heart.. He still had hope for Gyuvin.
But look at them now..Two desoriented boys, both knowing that what they were doing was wrong. So, they had cut wires, slowly
Gyuvin knew that Ricky was afraid, he didnt know how take care of a rs
Since he was never appreciated, people only liked him for looks and that he was extremely niceBut Gyuvin promised that he'd always wait for Ricky
And that he'd cherish they highschool memories even when Ricky will get married and have kids
The blonde tried to lie to himself that he doesnt like the brunette anymore
But ofc it didnt work, he felt bad, he felt replaced and laughed at. He felt humilated
Even if Gyuvin didn't mean it"Gyuvin, we have to do the right thing."
"I know. But I don't want to"
"You have to anyway"
It's true. But oh boy how it crushed Gyuvin's heart
"Just promise me that next year you won't get taller"
"I have to, how else am I supposed to protect you?"
"I won't need protection Gyuvin, trust me, I'll be better by myself."
"but-"
"There are no buts, I hope that you'll get in whatever university you want and that you'll live a happy life."
"Ricky, my life won't be happy without you"
"Yes it will, you have Yujin and the others"
'You are my happiness'
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𝓗𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 - 𝓖𝔂𝓾𝓡𝓲𝓬𝓴𝔂 𝓩𝓑1
Fanfic"Stop biting me!" "But you took my pen!" "are you mentally challenged Gyuvin?" In which two classmates/deskmates are school best friends without knowing too much about each others personal life