Miraculous one-shot story's 

Ending the pain (ladynoir)

It had been two years of me being in that stupid hospital because of my dad. He put me in the hospital because I saw my mom being murdered in front of me in the middle of the night I was only 16 then and now am 18. After my mom was murdered I stopped talking to anyone but Kitty as Ladybug then I stopped eating and I ended up getting sick and that is when my dad put me in the hospital

Now here I am sitting in the back seat of my dad's car looking out the window thinking about running away as soon as I get the chance and doing what it takes to end my pain. When we are home it feels weird to be here again. My dad opened my car door he was about to say something but I just ran into the house. The minute I ran into the living room I stopped remembering that this was the room where it happened. I run up to my room and transform into a ladybug. When I was outside I started going to places me and Kitty would go to if we needed to see each other. I was I little scared but not in a bad way I was just scared that I wouldn't see Kitty because I needed to say goodbye to him.

When I got there, it looked the same as the last time I was there. I looked around and didn't see Kitty, so I walked over to the bed and sat down and stared out at the city thinking about my plan then I felt a hand on my shoulder "Is that you mylady" I heard someone say. I looked behind me and saw Kitty I smiled at him. he looked older than he did 2 years ago I was older too as looked at him 'I wonder what changed about him' I thought to myself. "Kitty" I said feeling shy suddenly Kitty looked at me for what felt like a long time it seemed like he didn't believe it was really me

"where were you and why didn't you tell me" Kitty said I stood up, walked to him "I was at New York" I lied. Kitty look at me I could see it in his eyes that he was hurt and mad that I left without telling him. "So you just run away to live a happy life leaving me to have to deal with everything" Kitty said. That made me mad I didn't feel like I had a happy life. "You don't know what your talking about" I said Mad.

Then Kitty closed his eyes and opened them again "I'm sorry" Kitty said Hugging me. I looked up at him and smiled it was the last time I was going to see him so I didn't want to stay mad. then suddenly Kitty pulled me into a hug "It's ok just don't do it again, I was really worried about you" Kitty said. I looked at the old book bag that we had here wondering if there was still food in it not that I wanted it. Kitty just smiled when he seen what I was looking at "I see you still need me to feed you" Kitty said playfully getting up walking over to the book bag. I giggled and said "I can feed myself I only need you to get me the food" I said acting like I was mad about what he said when I wasn't mad, and kitty knew that. Kitty sat down beside me and give me a bagel I took it and smiled at him. Then he left because he had to go home

When I know he was gone I Laid down covered myself up with the blankets it was so cold and dark because it was late at night. "Undo transformation" I said. I wanted Kitty he was so warm, and he always knew what to do to make me feel better and he knew what things I liked, and what I didn't. it felt like he was the only one who was there for me. I pulled out a masquerade ball mask I bought with me and put in so if Kitty seen me, he wouldn't know me as Mari. I don't know how long I lied there for what felt like hours but at some point, I fell asleep.

In the morning I woke up to kitty getting in bed with me "is it you kitty" I said sleepy and hugged kitty too keep myself warm and it was so cold "yeah it's me you need warmer clothes on" Kitty said. He was right, I needed warmer clothes because all I had on then was a T-shirt, skirt and the masquerade ball mask. Yes, there were the blankets, but it was still cold "I know but I don't want to go home" I said. I pulled the blankets up to my head knowing that I wouldn't be there again "And why is that" Kitty said pulling the blankets back down when I saw him smiling at me it made me smile to knowing he was there for me.

"Samething bad happened there" I said looking away. Not wanting to think about it. I sat up and put my back to the wall not wanting to talk about it anymore. Then Kitty put his hand on my arm and looked at me "why are there cuts on your arm" kitty asked. You could hear in his voice that he was scared of the thought that I was cutting. I looked at Kitty "It doesn't matter because I will be gone" I said before transforming into Ladybug and leaving but I fell and got in trouble accident that made me lost my memory.

A year later

I woke up from a nightmare and the only thing I could feel was pain the worst thing was I didn't know why I had so much pain it was the only thing I could remember. I sat up in bed and looked around the bedroom, as I looked around the room I seen the man that save me from Ethan sleeping besides me. Ethan was my boyfriend. The room was dark like in my nightmare then I remembered all the pain I felt in my nightmare and all the things I seen, the memories and the blood. I looked down at my arm raning my hand up and down it feeling all the cuts that come from Ethan and the ones that come from me.

I closed my eyes remembering how it hurt to do that to myself and how it felt when Ethan did it to me, the smile he had on his face as he seen me cry in pain. I remembered the away he said he was the only one how wound love me and for some sick reason I believe him.

But why wouldn't I believe him no one loved me in this world all I knew was pain no one had shown me love no one had given me a reason to stay.

That's when I got a idea and without giving it a second thought I ran out of the house. At some point I ended up in the woods. I stopped running and looked around and seen it was getting late and I seen a big old house that looked like it was from the 19h. I walk in the house and looked around the living room something about it seemed like it was the perfect place for my idea I walked into the kitchen and got a big kitchen knife. Then I cut my neck making me fall to the floor.