"Not all Potter's are hero's all the time"

Some say there not all there

TRIGGER WARNING: Physical abuse, Death, Gun, Suguestive abuse.

If you can't handle this please skip to the next chapter

Some kids say that holidays are the best days of the year. However some of some kids couldn't disagree more. I am one of those kids.

Flashback 

12/25/15

"Please dad please don't...Please" I beg my father as he walks out the door not even looking back. But it's christmas

12/25/16

"I'm sorry we have lost your mother" A docture says to my older sister No no this has to be a joke they can't- they can't be. I run out the door I hear my name being called but I don't listen.

12/25/17

"No Charles I said NO!" My older sister screams as her drunk boyfriend advances on her "No one ever says no to me." He growled. I immeaditly ran to my room I slammed the door and locked and covered my ears. I was in a ball my back to the door my hands covering my ears my eyes shut humming the lullaby mother sang to me every night to get me to sleep. But not even that was enough to keep all the sound out. I could still hear my sisters muffled screams I hated it I hated him I wish dissappear and die. I heard a blood curling scream and then silence. No No No No NO NONONONONONONONONO NNNNOOOO!!! I unlock my door and wrench it open to my sister laying on the floor blood coming from her....her....her h-h-head. "NO!" I scream at the top of my lungs. "SOMEONE CALL 911!" I yell. "No one will hear you." I hear sicking voice from behind me. I turn around to see a gun in his hand. I like at my sister and move some of her hair and see a big gash. "AVEADA KEDAVRA!" I scream. A green light flashes and he falls to the floor dead.

12/25/19

Hey little girl. What you hidden there for?" An african american asked me. "I don't have anywhere to stay." I answered. "Why don't you come with me." He said offering his hand out. I grabbed my backpack and took his hand. "Follow me." He said his voice was rough. I followed him to a abounded building. A few people were there just talking until they saw me. "Really Ice Pick!" A man yelled the man who had helped me looking at me. "We told you no more kidnapping." another man said and I hide behind Ice Pick. "She was under a bridge. No where to go like the rest of us!" He snapped back at them and they all shut up. "What's your name little kid?" A man said. "Y/n Y/m/n Potter." I answered. The men looked at each other seeming impressed that I answered. "How about we call you 'Scarred'." Ice Pick said and I nodded my head in yes. "Well Scarred welcome to 'The Royal Ravens'!" A mand who had to be their leader annouced motioning around the building.

END OF FLASHBACKS

12/23/21 (The year we are in aka our first year in hogwarts)

I still have nightmares of those days

I was taken away from my brother. I was told they were my family. Some people who have heard my story say it's good. That it will be harder to get me. But they always turn to be the villians in their story. Everyone else hugs me say it's okay. That I will never have to go throught that again. I know that I also they are telling themselves that. Not me.

I know the difference. I have seen the brightest times I have been in the lowest times. Unless you are ther you never compeletly understand. The worst is part only my 'sisters' took me away. My fathers leaving was sad. My mother death was worse. However after her death................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ lets just say I have been the same again

Hi I don't even know if anyone is reading this but if you are. Sorry for not posting just the stress of school is getting to me. And I have finals on the 18th and 19th. I will try to post more but I can't promise anything.