Falling for my Stepbrother {silent secret} 2

chapter 8

UNEDITED

                       Kiara pov

  I stare out of the window speechlessly,  I haven't talked for three hours straight. Since Jarden said those shocking words, I was left flabbergasted. Son? How? When? Why? Thompson and Grey aren't related it doesn't even sound alike.  I thought he was messing with me not until a flight attendant addressed him as Mr grey.

  I had a lot of things going on inside my head, but I rather die than ask Jarden any of those questions instead I walked into the plane acting like I didn't care.

  And then it came to me like a bomb, I was going to spend one fucking week with Jarden. Ahhhh. Seven days. That's too much. How was I going to survive this, spending seven days with Jarden was like being hungry and there was food in front of you. Damn lord pls help me. I am your loyal servant.  Don't make me do something stupid, something that got me pregnant before.

  "Miss, do you want champagne?" I smiled at the flight attendant nodding negatively.

  " you sure?" I rolled my eyes at Jarden's questions.

  "Kiara" my name running out from his mouth still sounded the same. The same chills still flow through my body.  He says in front of me, staring at me but I turn my head to avoid eye contact with him.

  " I think we should talk".

  You think? Funny! I ignored him.

  " I was a fool for leaving you, now I know I'm too late to get you back, you're married with kids now". Wait what? Me? Married? Ohh shit. Now I get what he meant.

  "What is he like?" He asked with a hint of sadness in his voice.

  " better than you" I arrogantly said. He chuckled, it wasn't a happy one but a sad one. At some point, I felt sorry for him but to think of it, I was just the foolish one.

  " I'm sorry" he mumbled softly before walking away.

  I stared at the position he had left, I knew I should be happy, happy that at least I got him to leave me alone but I felt bad for lying.

  Why am I soft?

  Just 11 hours with him was hard, sometimes our glances met. Iris and Jon looked so much like him. His eyes features and everything about him. I felt like a clown right now. I know Iris would want to meet her father, but Jon would slowly adapt.  I feel so selfish right now. I can't just tell Jarden that he has kids not even one but two. He never wanted kids from day one. He might not end up wanting them or even want to take custody.  Oh shit! I'm so cooked.

"Benvenuto St Regis Rome" ( welcome to St Regis Rome) A man said immediately after we entered the hotel. It looked so beautiful.  Wow...... I stood agape staring everywhere.

  " you like it?" Jarden asked, smiling too. Damn. I missed those smiles. I almost smiled back but quickly arranged my face.

  " benvueto signore" (welcome sir). Jarden didn't answer the man who was greeting him instead I nodded my head smiling at him although I didn't understand what he meant.

  " la verniciaturae pronta signore" (the paint house is ready sir).

   " quello con una stanza a destra?" (The one with one room right?" Damn. Jarden speaking in Italian was something else, it sounded too good and sexy.

  " si signore" the man smiled handing Jarden a card.

  We awkwardly stood in the elevator, far away from each other. Ding. We got to our destination.  Jarden swiped the card opening a luxurious room.