I LOVE your brown curly hair
I LOVE how you would beat me at any chess game we played
I LOVE how your eyes would light up everytime you talked about your favorite books
I LOVE your passion for Tolkien
I LOVE your mismatched socks
I LOVE your old brown sweater you always wore
I LOVE how clever you are
I LOVE your walk
I LOVE the way you talked to me
I LOVE when you made me tea
I LOVE our daily gossip session during breaks
I LOVE us watching movies or talking about books
I LOVE your disgust for F.L.Věk
I LOVE when you waited with me for the bus
I LOVE when we discussed things in museums
But I HATE the fact that we don't talk anymore just because our paths went different ways
I HATE that you never realised how inspiring you are for me
I HATE that you live so far away
I HATE that you don't recognise me in public anymore
I HATE that I'm too scared to approach you now even tho I could
And I WISH we could go back in time when we were still friends
I WISH the age gap between us wasn't that big and you wouldn't see me as your little sister
And most importantly I WISH you would love me the same way I still love you, even tho I know that will never happen
