My Savior Mate

That year

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Note~ picture of allison on side

Allisons P.O.V

~ dream ~

Im in the middle of the woods  in the pitch dark and i cant see anything 'just my luck' I have no idea where I am and how to wake up from this dream. I look around trying to see but its too dark to make out anything.

SNAP

 my head snaps to the direction where the twig snapped. i back away trying not to make a noise and i turn around not botheringto find out what it was and i run for life. i run as fast as i can and dont stop no matter what, i look behind me looking if anything is behind me causing me to trip over a tree root and I tumble down a hill feeling the busies forming but thats not on my mind I need to find a way out. I look behind me seeing these cold red eyes in thie bush. i step backwards my back hitting a tree my eyes widen at the wolf and he jumps to attack-

~ end if dream~

"ms. Johnson did you fall sleep in my classroom again?" mr. adams scolds me with his famous glare. i blush wiping the drool off the corner of my mouth. hi my name is Allison Johnson i am 17 years old and i live in this small town called Salem everyone here sucks so i cant wait to get out of this place. this whole town is surrounded by woods so the population is more wolves than humans but they never come after us they hide in the woods and come out at night that is why we have a curfew but no one follows it of course.

"You better not do it again or-"

RING

The bell cuts him off.i shoot up out of my chair running out of the class 'that was close'.  Right as I walk out the door I get hit by a wall falling on my butt dropping all my books i look up to see a boy that was huge but that's not a surprise because everyone is taller than me thats one of the reason why im bullied and have no friends. if you are wondering how tall I am im 5'0 small I know for a 16 year old but ill be 17 in 2 weeks not helping my case though.

"shit sorry are you okay?" I realize its carter my ex best friend i scramble to get up picking up my books

i nod my head grabbing my holding my throbbing wrist hiding behind my back. I try to walk away but only to be pulled back by my bad wrist i hiss in pain yanking it out of his hard grip to only have him tighten it. he lifts up my sleeve to see my scars all over my arms then looks at me 

" allison-" he starts but i turn around and dart down the hall as fast as i can trying not to run into anybody. 

~A couple hours later~

last period was finished meaning it was the end of school. i walk up to my locker to get my backpack as I open it there is a crinkled paper with my name on it I open it up and read it 

'Allison, be more careful'

Tears form in my eyes knowing who wrote it. I crinkled the paper back up and I throw it in the trash running out of the school building. Carter was my best friend for years but that all changed when he almost killed me. 

~ Flashback 2 years ago ~

"Oh come on Allison it will be fine you are safe"Carter plead.

All of our friends were ontop of that cliff that summer. We were spending the weekend at carters parents beach house to cool off. On the bottom of that cliff was the ocean we knew it wanst safe but they didnt care and jumped off anyways. Everyone was was already in the water waiting for me and carter to go down. it was a 100ft drop down and i kept refusing to go down because i knew something was going to happen.

"I...I dont know carter it doesnt seem safe. what if i hit the side of the cliff or get pulled in a tide?" i questioned carter 

"Come on Ali cat lighten up ill go right after you" i shook my head still not wanting to go

he smirk and started taking steps forward so i stepped back until there was no room left

The last step I made I was suddenly falling down i feel an intense pressure on my head before i hit the water slipping into darkness 

~ end of flashback~

I woke up in the hospital one week after the fall and my parents were right by my side but the only person i wanted was carter. I've always had a small crush on him but what he did was crush me he was the reason I could have died it was his fault for me to fall off that cliff. the doctor said that a boy brought me carrying me not letting anyone touch. The doctor said I had a concussion and I almost had drowned and everyone scattered and left when they thought I was dead. 

when i was admitted out the hospital i went mute. i didnt talk to anyone not even my parents. they took me to therapy and my therapist explained I was depressed and it would get better but it didnt worry my parents even more i pushed everyone away not letting them in. later on it led to me suffer with anorexia 

i weighed 97 pounds and kept losing more and more till i couldnt breathe and was put on a machine. my own body was dying and i didnt care. i was in the hospital for weeks till i could finally go home. 

I didn't see Carter for months no texts no calls or visits. i knew it wasnt him who took me to the hospital because  He would avoid every hall I would be in and if he did see me we never made any eye contact but from time to time i'd notice him taking glances at me in a couple of our classes together. Our friendship grew apart I felt betrayed by him I dont think I could ever trust him again. This is the first time I have heard anything from him sad thing is its not in face to face it's a letter.

the depression has lead to me self harming. no one knows- well carter does now i hope he doesnt tell my parents i doubt it though. My parents are too busy to notice anything they always work but i know they love me so its okay. I pushed them away so i dont hurt them I'm doing it for them. I was only close to my brother he is 21 I havent seen him since he moved out when he turned 19. What hurts is that he has no idea what has been happening the past 2 year but he doesnt care he never said goodbye when he left and i will be waiting for one