Gabriela Martinez moves in with her cousin Ruby the same time Olivia Comes to live with him , In the middle of the save Cesar operation the crew is on edge.
Gabriela isn't new to the gang life growing up with her parents in Mexico shes seen a lot...
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SH WARRING Gabrielas pov
" I really didn't wanna believe it ".
Monse was looking at me with a disgusted look on her face judging me like i slept with him it was just a kiss and plus he's my bf. I don't Plan on sleeping with him anytime soon i have respect.
" Monse i told you before gabby even came we can't be together One i don't have feelings for you and it would be weird in the crew we grew up together plus Jamal likes you"
Monse Stood there for a minute before storming out from what I have seen of her she is Dramatic. It would be nice to be friends with her she's best friends with my favorite cousin ruby has been acting weird lately I don't think he likes me dating Cesar or even being around him.
" Im sorry I don't mean to bring drama"
He looked at me and smiled
" My love you Didn't do anything she's always been like that".
He has the comforting vibe it made me feel better Im so glad I found someone like Cesar He makes me feel a way i've never felt before In Mexico i dated to seem cool none of them were real They just wanted sex and i wasn't ready to lose my virginity.
None of them Cared they wanted sex so they slept with Olivia It hurt me ever time I told my mom and dad but my mom was so worried about losing her parents as friends she didn't let me say or do anything.
It was horrible my childhood being around her was terrible and i honestly tried to kill my self.
FLASHBACK
I walk into Jacksons house he hasn't been answering my phone calls and i really thought this one would work I don't think I did anything wrong except he wanted to sleep with me and im only 14 Im not ready for that.
I hear Loud noises sounds like moans coming from his bedroom i prayed that he was watching porn My Heart dropped when i heard the words that broke any dream about me and Jackson being together.
" Fuck Olivia "
All i felt was anger i opened the door and they both jumped up try to act like nothing happened I wanted to snap and kill them both in cold blood I walk out of the house with tears running down my face walking 3 blocks back home.
When i got to my house I took out the blade from my razor and started cutting my thighs and my arms I took Sleeping pills and My mothers Depression pills a handful of both I felt numb wanting to end it all I can still remember the look on my mothers face before i passed out she looked so scared.
I woke up in the hospital i was out for 4 days my Mother gave my a really sweet talking to she told me I was her pride and joy she never wanted to live this life without me.
My dad on the other hand yelled at me and told me how dumb it was to even try to kill myself i had so much to live for.
FLASHBACK OVER.
" my love "
" Gabby "
" Gabriela "
I snapped out of my day dream to see Cesar looking at me worriedly I kinda just look at him and smile Idk if i want to get into that subject of my life yet its really depressing and i don't really tell people not that i've had many friends anyway.
" Sorry day dream ig "
" Are you sure?"
I just nodded and smiled getting on my phone texting my Tia She asked me if I was coming back tonight I need to talk to her about moving in with Cesar I feel like Ruby will get more mad at me but i can't live there not with Olivia.
Walking To my Tias house a Green car pulls up and a dude with long dreads sticks his head out the window.
" Aye Mami "
I cringe a little bit he's a prophet Im pretty sure his name is Latrelle He and Cesar have really bad beef when he came back with blood on him it was Latrelles blood.
" Im taken "
He laughs a little bit sticking his gun out the window my heart beats a little fast but I don't show Im scared they get a thrill out of it.
" Yeah your Cesars bitch right tell yo man to watch his back you to lil momma you see this gun it got both y'all's name on it"
The car pulls off And the thought of going to my Tias leaves my mind i Run straight back to Cesars house to tell him what the fuck just happened.
" Gabby whats wrong "
My mouth was dry but i needed to let him know what just happened.
" Latrelle Put a green light on both of us and he kinda hit on me buts that important "
His face changed i could tell he instantly got pisses off he pulled out his phone and walk out of the room he started talking to someone and kinda yelling the only thing i really heard was.
" Im used to it but my girl nah he crossed a line this mother fucking is gonna die I Don't care if you do it or me but he dug his grave".
I Knew he had a Protective side but I didn't know it got like that It was kinda hot his voice got really deep.
Cesar walks back into the room and walks over to me he is still pissed off i can tell but he gives me a lil smile and kisses me.
" Don't worry mama I will deal with it but i need you to remember you are mine no one else's.
END OF THE CHAPTER
Im tired as shit but its been a fee days since i even got on here.. I have a birthday party tomorrow but ill Try to write a little bit. I also need to know if people even like this book 🤣💀.
