Confessions

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1 week later

"You can put that box over there", I instructed the delivery man

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"You can put that box over there", I instructed the delivery man. Obeying he did as he was told.

Today I'm moving into my dad's house and if you're wondering why their delivery men here well I decided to change out a few appliances and ordered a few necessities. 

Some might sah a waste of money, but I disagree. 

It's been 1 week since I've spoken to J, he didn't even sleep in the same room with me that night, in fact I don't think he slept at the house.

"Thats it mam" spoke one of the delivery guys.

Then a so me look old, my god. Thanking him I signed the paper and accompany them out.

Closing the door releasing a sigh I never knew I was holding I sat at the door contemplating life.

Why me even buy a new television and me no watch tv, and how me ago set it and the fridge up.

Looking at my phone watching light up I lazily reached for it, putting in the code I begun to skim through the message.

15 unread messages from 'The group chat.'

3 unread messages from 'Birth giver'.

1 missed call from 'Daddy'.

1 unread message from "Javani 

Opening his first I made a mental not to check on the others.

"Busy"

Putting on my thinking cap I sat there trying to figure out if I'm busy or not.

"Depends" I replied.

Getting up I walked towards the box with the television wondering how ammo get it set up. I mean I could ask my brother but he's probably extremely busy, but if I ask the girls, we would probably break it in the process.

Feeing a dig in my pocket I took out my phone reading Javani's newest message.

"On my way over, want anything?"

Swear this nigga bipolar, he literally had his tongue down my throat last week, ghosted me and now he's on his way over.

Stop gawn like this behavior new, you know a so him stay from taller times.

Dat a true

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Javai, can you hold my ice-cream so I can tie my shoes lace."

I was 8 here, mom was in rehab and daddy was at work, so I was at Aunty Tanisha. At the time she used to babysit Javani, so Lia and him basically grew up like siblings.

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