Two lovers, One seal, Pretty lies. But before seeing the darkness, she sees her lover, shocked by betrayal, surely this was joke as she murmurs to herself. "You fucking lied to me...?"
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Y/N'S POV.
Today was a day like no other. Being stuck in a castle was a boring life especially if the gods cursed you with diseases that had no cure. Skin cancer, lung disease, and blood disease. Ain't that some crap? Born as a woman and the firstborn, destiny cursed me with a life of suffering due to family diseases. A Family curse that happens every 10 generations, me, being the unlucky one to receive it.
Despite having medications to ease the pain in my lungs, sensitive skin, and internal pain of my blood and heart, it only felt as if it wasn't effective enough as it should be. Nonetheless, as long as it worked in some way I did my best to look on the bright side. Although I was wealthy I chose not to let my title of being a royal get to my head. Worship or idolizing something always ends terribly from what I learned and saw.
How unfortunate, karma was something wasn't it?
I was supposed to die the moment I was in my mother's womb due to weak organs, however, I was lucky enough to come out alive. Having technical difficulties, that nearly killed my mother from her blood loss, and I barely made it due to my breathing problems. Pulmonary fibrosis was very hard, especially as an infant just learning how to breathe. Not only did the gods punish me with disease, but I had no curse energy, reverse curse technique, curse amplification, curse technique, or domain expansion. Talentless when it came to those sorts of things.
I was home-schooled finding that my skin condition, would only make people bully me, but mainly because my parents wanted to keep my whereabouts of my health private. It was so serious to the point that my father would execute people for touching me or even staring at me to long. Sometimes I felt as if my parents were ashamed of me and wondered what could've been.
Ironic huh?
However, my mother was a loving woman despite her cruel tendencies or snide comments father must've rubbed off on her too much though. Before I turned 17 recently my mother had changed her mannerisms towards me, she seemed more....dismissive. Despite that, I was just grateful for my siblings, my younger brother, and sister. They had quite the personality but..spoiled brats whilst my father was a horrible man.
Don't get me wrong, I love my siblings with all my ill heart, that being said, I just couldn't stand when they acted as if they were better than people, it angered me. For example, when helping the poor or senior citizens out of 'Kindness' it would always end up with a comment that sounded like a taunt to them as if they were inferior to them,
I hated how they let their title get to their head.
In the end, titles were just a label. If the Ashikaga's clan name had been stripped away we would be poor as dirt. Though I had only managed to change my younger brother-Toge's mindset, to change his attitude towards the less fortunate whilst my sister-Kazuri, remained spoiled and arrogant.
I guess they must've got their behavior from their father. As much as I had tried not to I despised him. The man killed for fun, made taxes higher by 50% disregarding the 25% of people in the kingdom that wasn't wealthy or stable money-wise, humiliated those he deemed 'disrespectful', and started wars, and that fact made me distance myself from him. Executing people for their 'Disrespect' or 'Audacity'. Once he had even punished a man and his pregnant lover for venturing at the border of his palace, asking for a place to stay and searching for a medic. He cursed them punishing their family for 9 generations of jujutsu work. Claiming they were not sincere when they begged on their hands and knees, head on the floor.
