(MAINLY STYLE) South Park Smuts/angst (Kinda Shiity + Cringe💀)

an.

Me in a locker not click bait

Y'all. I don't know what's going on anymore. I know I'm only in 7th grade but Jesus Christ

I'm not used to having homework or ACTUAL assignments, I'm not used to having tests in every subjects at least once a week.

I miss grade six man.

Don't get me wrong i know I'm not depressed and like I love my friends & I don't think I'm failing school but God am I close.

I think I have the best grades in gym but like

I don't even like gym anymore I used to love it but now it's kinda drawing like no I don't wanna change in a room full of girls with ONE changing room. I'm girl pretty but am I guy pretty? I wanna be in a relationship but I know damn well I'm not mentally ready for it. I got posted an a drama school acc. I got DOXED. I don't post my name, my location, (unless it's my country) ANYTHING. personal. Aside from things that I like and such (and my face duh) and I got called "little miss shit talker" bro. I STOPPED TALKING SHIT BECAUSE OF THIS REASON. I DON'T WANNA HONK MY OWN HORN BUT I AM ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE I KNOW. does anyone "over react"/get really exited over say my new hair? no. Have I been completed by someone my age if I didn't compliment them first? (In person) no. Do people ask if I'm okay? Not really. Do people go up to me only for a hug? no. Do guys think I'm pretty? Do random girls look at me and think I'm pretty? What do people think when I smile at them? Do people think I'm weird? (Yes.)

Oh and I was crying to my math teacher saying I was worried about my grades and I'm stressed and that like I'm not ready for 7th grade but the FUCKING THING WAS. Is I knew there were kids out there, one of them, he has a gf and for some reason it was really only a little awkward, but I mean, he has a gf, he should get used to it soon enough right? (Also I'm writing this later aka I'm fine now but I is forgot to put this in) and then there was a girl and I mean we're not really friends but I mean we are and I don't know if she even remembers or cares, then there was another guy, we don't really talk (he's kinda cute and he was kinda talking to me about a mf auto clicker but it's okay cus he's cute and nicer than most of his friends😊) anyways. He saw and I went to the bathroom and had a bit of a mental breakdown, once I got back both those dudes were talking and once they saw me they WENT QUIET. When I sat back in class and sat down, my friend looked at me and gave my a thumbs up askjgn if I was okay, either they told him, or he could just tell in that dark ass classroom.

I hate men
Not all of them
But God a lot of them.
I hate 90% of the boys in my class
The rest are okay
I don't wanna die but sometimes I wish I wasn't here
Like I wish I could time travel
Sometimes I wish I could be able to turn from a cis guy to a cis girl
I knot trans but wouldn't that be fun? I wouldn't have to deal with a period, I would be able to finally figure out how guy friendships work
I could show some girls that not every man is bad

I'm sorry I'm human. What am I supposed to do about it?

Ykw pidsis me off is that so many kids just wanna express themselves how they wanna
Let kids be gay or think they're gay, let kids have fun, sure it may be super SUPER. annoying but let them live man
Let kids be furrys, or make papper dragons, let kids be "cringe" cus ik damn well you've done some cringy shit. As long as it's not hurting anyone or as long as they ain't gang banging in the suits let them live
Unless they like dream
Then curb stop their ass.
Speaking of curb stopping I wanna take some kids faces but their hair, and slam their head into a table, I then wanna throw them on the ground, kick them, pick them up, drop them (preferably getting the wind knocked out of them) make them cry, and push their legs up to their head so on top of allat they fart. *giggles and blushes cutely*

What am I saying dawg
Why was I asking if I'm pretty
At least when I do my makeup I'm the sexiest person ever
Like
Blawg.
Don't we is live mood swings? 😊