Room mate

Part 4

"so.... So what Arthit. It had been that stupid and bulshit of secret, if only you had kept your distance from my brother....." Namtarn looked straight at Arthit, glaring his way. Not even bit of regret on her face.

"Unbelievable Nam.... " Arthit scoffed. "You for real don't care what damages I might have to go through because of our stupid planning. Just because of you. It's only you who got benefitted of it. It's was all my loss. Only loss." Arthit greeted his teeth in anger. He really hate saying that this girl has been his best friend once.

"Loss?? Of what. Kong.....??? I would have made sure that he never fall in your trap Arthit. I won't want something like you for my brother." Namtarn stomp little on her shoes. Looking away towards the ground where her husband and daughter and other of Kongpob's and Arthit's friends are laughing up on something. While here she is in the stupid battering of his stubborn friend.

"My trap...?? You told your family that I mistreated you. And till today they only know your side of made up stories. You promised after your marriage with Jay. You will tell them the truth. You promised me that you will....." Arthit words halted as he felt guilty that once he had put Kongpob as a settlement prize for him. Not as a person who he loves.

"Will?? Let you approach Kongpob. Never Art. I am not stupid. I can't ever let a boy who just jump upon one person to another, just for fun and timepass, be anywhere close to my brother." Arthit sigh. She wasn't totally wrong though.

"You know I was serious about him." Arthit clarifies himself. Practically he don't even know why he was so serious about approaching Kongpob. He had dated lot. And Kongpob seems to be his attention catcher since first time they met.

"How serious? 2 months, 4 or unless you find another." Arthit felt a pang as how long he would being judged for his past actions. But maybe he knows. And he somewhere deserves though. But what hurts most that his best friend who was always understanding of him. Now is questioning him.

He thought all long she understands him the most.

"Namtarn, I told you I want to know him. You said you understand."

"How Art. I saw you running from one to another. Breaking people and not care, if anyone is hurt."

"I would have never hurt Kong.... I know that"

"You want me to believe you?"

"Why not!" He gritted his teeth and shouted in frustration.

To answer which there wasn't anything good to come off. And that's only happen, which he never imagined to come from his best friend mouth.

"How would I believed you. You are just like your mother. You were doing what she had been after her divorce. I know you will never change. IT RUNS IN YOUR BLOOD !"

"Phhee NAMM... !" There was a voice that intrupted them from behind. Kongpob ran closer to the duo. Where one was in shock of what she said. While other head hangs low in shame.

Kongpob instict was first to confront Arthit because he knows whatever his sister did was worst she could.

Arthit seems to be lost in a stance where he was eloped by the darkness of the worst phase of his life. Which destroyed his inner soul.

He heard hundreds of voice mocking him, the first day he went school after he came to knew that how desperately his mother begged to sleep with the new assistant teacher of his school. That was like fire in school, he was too young to cope up with the mock and laughter that resonates still in his ears.

He begged his father to change his school to which he was told that he is too weak and can't even handle the truth of how hard it may be.

Arthit learn to be there and he didn't realised when he became the whore, his mother was accused to be. He find pleasure in the fact that he is exactly what everyone had always expected him to be.