- murd3rcity
forgive me is this is kinda poopoo , i'm rusty and i'm listening to CERTAIN playlists, so perhaps my mind is elsewhere..... :3
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• you and gerard were friends. had been for god knows how long. through every gruelling inch of highschool, you two had been stuck to eachother like glue. your bond was one that could never be broken, and could only get...stronger.
on a cold winter evening, you, gerard and the others (frank, ray & mikey) decided to hang around his new apartment, in a celebratory sort of way for finally getting out of that stupid fucking school. ray, frank and mikey were caught up in their own little debate about music as they walked ahead, leaving you and gerard trailing behind. neither of you had an issue, you two preferred it in a lot of ways.
gerard looked down at you, raising his eyebrow ever so slightly, a small grin resting on his face.
"what's up katie, tired?"
his tone was a mix of concern and playfulness. that's just how things were between you guys.
as you walked, you realised you were practically chattering. how you could go so long without realising something like that was beyond you.
"i'm- i'm fine.."
you replied with a weak smile, but you were not fine. you were convinced you were dying of hypothermia.
"..what a weak excuse. i wasn't born yesterday, you look like you're on the verge of death."
gerard snickered, his eyes not moving from yours at all. his eyes were almost hypnotic to you, but the way he was looking at you in this particular moment was...different.
you were so caught up in his gaze, that you hadn't even realised he had slinked his arm around you, holding you close to him. he was surprisingly warm , and his cologne was intoxicating to you.
"god, you're a sap."
you teased, resting your head in his shoulder.
"awh gross! couldn't save this till we were at least in the apartment , fucking hell."
frank shouted, a smug grin on his face. he believed he was the funniest man going. he had his moments...but not right now.
"please jump off of a tall building frank. thank you kindly!" gerard replied sharply, but obviously there was a joking tone in his voice...well, to you anyways!
you all finally made it to gerard's apartment, and unsurprisingly, it was empty. apart from random furniture, a couch, and a small tv. but knowing all of yous, it wouldn't take long before you were all entertained. you, gerard and mikey were sat on the couch, while frank and ray sat on the floor. you all spent ages talking absolute nonsense, and were practically dying laughing at anything and everything.
but of course, a night like this couldn't stay so simple. mikey, gathered everyone's attention, as he had a proud look on his face.
"look, i don't want too much praise for this but...look what I snagged earlier."
he said cockily as he pulled a medium sized flask from his jacket pocket.
"you brought a flask? good job little buddy, you want a pat on the back? a medal?" frank snorted, not quite catching the drift here. you let out a sigh
"each day, i question how someone like you could be so fucking stupid. he's obviously got booze. doesn't take a genius."
you said with an amused expression. frank rolled his eyes, but he did seem a tad embarrassed
"yeah yeah it's booze, but it's not just any booze , lady and gents. no no, this is probably the sketchiest vodka you'll ever ingest." mikey said confidently, waving the flask around like a loony. you wouldn't be surprised if he'd downed some of it prior with the way he was acting.
"go on, we're listening." gerard said with curiosity, eyeing up his brother with slight concern.
"this is some, random...polish? i think it's polish- anyways, it's some presumably polish vodka, that one of my buddies gave to me. he says it took him two shots to get absolutely fucked. anyone down??"
mikey said with a sly smile.
of course, you were all young, dumb, and wouldn't turn a blind eye to alcohol. each of you took lengthy swigs of it, and in no time, it was having its effect on all of yous. frank and mikey had idiotically had a mini competition between them to see who could hold their drink longest. both of them lost, and quickly conked out. ray was a massive lightweight, and was over the toilet bowl in no time, and he too eventually was flat out. that left you and gerard. you two were drunk, but still aware.
you had spent the past while in his arms, as you two rambled about anything and everything to eachother. but the conversations went from light hearted to more truthful.
"yknow, katie...you're really gorgeous..like..really."
gerard said quietly, his hand resting on your thigh, gently caressing it. this sent shivers through your spine, as you looked back up at him with a somewhat sheepish grin
"don't flatter me , idiot.." you laughed quietly , gently putting your hand on the side of his face.
"i mean it, everything about you katie is just.."
it's almost like his breathing hitched, his eyes scanning you all over. taking in everything. you felt the heat rising to your cheeks, as you looked up at him.
"really?" you replied with a hint of playfulness. you weren't too sure what was going through either of your heads right now, but god. there was something about him in this moment..
"yeah...really." he whispered quietly, his free hand grabbing your chin gently. his hands were cold, a nice change as you were roasting.
time felt slow, as you and gerard shared a look. he had a look of lust and passion in his eyes, and fuck, it was rubbing you in all the right ways. he saw the way you looked at him too, and took it as his green light to hold you close , and gently kiss you.
you had to admit, a small part of you knew this was going to happen, but you were still surprised. nonetheless, you happily returned it. with each passing moment, it got hotter, and more intense.
gerard's hand slipped down to your lower back, and your arms were wrapped around his shoulders. your tongues danced in eachothers mouths, and you could hear soft pants slipping from his lips. soon enough, he pulled you onto the couch with him, leaving you on top of him. his hands were roaming around places they probably shouldn't be, but god, you needed this. he clearly did to.
"fuck katie.." he moaned lightly, pressing you closer to him. all the blood in your body rushed south. you weren't stupid, you knew how this was going to end up. but the build up was the best part. your sloppy makeout session lasted for a solid two minutes, before you heard someone stir. you pulled away, looking down at him breathlessly. gerard had a sly smile on his face, as he wiped some saliva from your lip with his thumb. you bit your lip slightly and let out a satisfied sigh.
"didn't know you had that in you.." gerard said in a low tone, his arm around your waist.
"...you wanna take this to your room?" you said boldly, looking at him with seductive eyes. you didn't have to say another word to gerard, as he practically bolted upright.
"you read my mind sweetheart." he said in an almost needy way, as he held you right and swept you to his room.
gerard way was your best friend, now it's something more. something you and him loved.
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whomp whomp i hate this, love ya katie xx
