Bliss

chapter 15

Carsyns pov
*at Sarahs funeral*
"Hey." Harper says as she sits next to me. I say nothing. "Ah come on its been a week." She says.
"You didn't fucking lose your best friend and girlfriend!" I yell. Everyone turns and stares. "Sorry..." I say.
"Its gonna be ok." Harper leans on me.
"Your right..." I sigh. Maybe I should have never loved her. I'm so fucking stupid! Fuck me fuck me fuck.....me... I feel a tear fall. The funeral begins. Harper gets up first.
"We were friends all threw high school and she was one of the coolest people ever." She begins crying. "And she." She sniffs. "Loved carsyn." I look up. "And she was just.... I can't do this shit." She gets off the stage and gos to her car.
"Harper!" I follow her.
"Just fuck off! Your just gonna kill yourself anyway, I saw the note!" She says. I stop in my tracks and fall to my knees.
"Carsyn!?" she screams.
"I have no one." I sob.
"You have me." She says.
"I can't do this shit anymore, all my life no one has been there. I can't even rely on my fucking mother!" I storm off.
"For as long as we have been friends I have never turned my back on you, nor will I ever." She says. "I wouldn't be where i am today without you."
"Your the one." I say.
"Am I not enough?" She asks.
"Your more than enough." I say.
"Then why in gods name are you acting like this." She asks.
"I don't know.." I say as I get up and start walking back. When I get get back she is is being lowered and I hear something. "What the..."
".....car....syn..." I hear.
"Harper?!?!??!" I yell.
"What?" She asks.
"I heard my name."