Shawty~~~Austin, Ariana and Justin

Chapter 1

A/N: Sorry for not letting you know that I deleted "So This is LOVE". I really think that it was stupid and the happenings are so fast. So this time, this time I know my mistakes. And I promise to make it more interesting. And this novel have some mature part, so please, read at your own risk.

[ARIA'S POV]
"Yes... faster.... faster Austin!!! Ughhh..... faster!!!" I can't stop this words coming from my mouth. Austin is just so amazing having sex with. I know, he's my bestfriend and its wrong to have sex with him but I just can't help it.

He just makes feel wonderful. But I feel guilty everytime we do this. I cheat to Justin, I know. Its because he doesn't want to have sex with me.

I'm mistaken, he do really wants to take me but he said that he will take me at the right time, and at the right place.

He said that he wants my first to be special. But my first is all ready gone. Its my... what? 13th? 14th? Or maybe 20th??

I don't know. All I know is that Austin was my first and we've been doing this the first day I answered yes to Justin.

[Flashback]
"Ariana Grande, ever since that day I saw you walk down the aisle in school, I know that in my heart, that I want you to be the one who will walk down the aisle in God's home with me at God's side, waiting for  you. I loved you since then, and since then, I've learned to plan my future. With you. And... and... and I know that I'm no good to be yours to say but l... I really want to do this. So... will you be my girlfriend? Until the day I will ask you to be my wife?" Justin asked, kneeling in front of me, everybody witnessing. My parents was there, nonna and grandpa, Frankie and Alexa. And Austin.

Everybody I love was there but I don't care about them. All I care and think about is the man in front of me, who wants to be with me until he asked me to be his lawfully married wife. I loved him. Since the day I saw him standing at the corridor, watching me intently and lustfully. And hopefully, love.

I've been waiting for this to come, and it happened. I'm really happy. And satisfied with my life. All I have to do is say Yes.

I didn't realize that tears was flowing down my face until I felt Justin's soft hands wipping my tears.

"So what do you say?" He whispered lovingly.

I stared into his caramel eyes and just couldn't help but nod my head many times.

"Yes?" He whispered/yelled.

"Yes..." I said then he started jumping and running and yelling.

"YES!!! GUYSSHESAIDYES!!! OHMYGOD!!! YES!!!" He yelled then pull me to his chest and I couldn't help it but sigh into his chest.

I really do love this man.

"I love you, Shawty."

[End of Flashback]
I was happy when I said yes. But I didn't realize that I've hurt someone by just saying yes.

[Flashback]
"Mom, where's Austin?" I asked my Mom while she's preparing the turkey. Everyone was celebrating about me and Justin. They was happy for me and him.

"Honey, I don't know, but I saw him earlier at the pool. But I don't know if he's still there. Maybe you should go talk to him." Mom said then kissed my forehead and brought the turkey out.

I went to the pool and saw nobody. It was dark and you can only see the pool, the shadow of the chairs and the moonlight. Then I saw a shadow moved, that's when I realized that it was Austin.

I got closer and tapped his shoulder.

"Hey..." I said then sat beside him.

"Hey." He spatted.

What's with him? Is he mad?

"Are you mad because I didn't told you about me loving Justin?" I asked him worriedly.

No reply.

"Or are you mad because...." I couldn't think of any reason for him to be like this.

"Because...... I don't know okay?!! YOUVE BEEN LIKE THAT EARLIER!!! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!!! I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING BAD TO YOU AND YOURE BECOMING A BETCH!!! IM STARTING TO HATE THIS!!! I'M DONE OKAY!!! I'M DONE." I said and was about to stand up when he pulled me and put his plump lips unto mine.

I didn't felt any sparks like with Justin, but I know that I want this.

"Stay with me, baby girl." And that's what really made me kissed back. Baby girl.

[End of Flashback]

I feel bad. For Justin. For Austin. For Justin because I love him and that he respects me and for Austin because I only used him for my own pleasure and that I din't love him like I do for Justin.

I'm a bad person. I know.

But until me and Justin haven't have sex yet, I won't stop this with Austin.

And, why would I stop? Austin loves this too. But does Justin do?

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Thanks, Ley. For staying by my side, I know that youre reading this now. I love you, friend. I dedicate this novel to you, my lady. ;)