Saturo Gojo oneshot collection

Lost without him

WARNING ⚠️ : This one shot is really angsty, it's really sad so you are warned.

Recently, Saturo wasn't really spending a lot of times with you, he wasn't coming home until late and you rarely could see him before going to sleep. It was the same thing in the mornings when you were waking up, he wasn't in bed with you anymore. You were always waking up alone in your shared bed. You know that he had a lot of responsibility as one of the teacher of Jujutsu high but you couldn't help to feel terribly lonely and lost without him.

It was really hard for you to be apart from Satoru, you had always felt like he was the other half of you and without him you really didn't know what to do anymore. It had became hard for you to wake up in the mornings, to carry on with your life. Even eating was a terrible task and at some point you just simply stopped ingesting anything. After all, Satoru wasn't really present so he couldn't really be aware of that fact. You just figured it wasn't going to hurt anybody in the end.

To be completely honest, you felt like a child instead of a adolescent in college when he wasn't there to take care of you. It had only been a week or so that he started this behavior but for you it felt like a whole year and you started wondering if maybe there was another reason than work that caused him to be away from you like this.

Could he be tired of you, maybe he had enough of being your boyfriend... You knew after all that you were a really neady girlfriend. You needed a lot of attention and love maybe he just realized that he couldn't give that to you.

Without him being there to tell you the truth, those ideas were starting to get the better of you. Days after days that passed, you were getting worst, taking less and less attention to yourself and you had stopped attending to your classes that Gojo was normally teaching. However of course, he didn't realised that since Kento was taking his place during the time he was on missions.

Every night, you were crying yourself to sleep wishing that he'd come back soon to you, that his mission would come to end. After all it has been two week now and you were so desperate for him. You wanted to hear his voice, feel his touch on you and his kissed on your skin and lips. Satoru...the only man you loved more than anything.

By now, you haven't eaten in 14 days, not a single bit. To say that you were weak was an understatement. You could barely stand up or get out of bed by that matter and every single effort that you were doing seemed like a collosal one. You felt sick and noseous all the time, even if you literally had nothing to get out of your organism. It was just getting out of hand really and you came to a point were you didn't even wanted to breath anymore, so you slept incessantly feeling so weak.

The fifteenth day or so you thought, as you woke up after who knows how much time you slept, your eyes fell on deep blue ocean pool that your knew and loved. You at first tought that you were dreaming so you closed your eyes shut hard and reopened them to see if you were right. Yet, you saw Satoru's blue icy eyes shining again. He was laying asside of you on the bed looking at you. He seemed absolutely terrified and worried now that you observed him better. He was frowning and he instantly brought his hand to your face when he saw you awake.

Y/n...you are awake...finally.

He said with a voice that you barely recognize. It was shaking and full of sadness like you had never heard and you trembled a bit at it. You felt so relived to see him, he had came back to you but you wondered why he looked so troubled.

A weak smile spread on your lips and you moved a bit to be closer to him. You layed your head on his chest and took a long breath of his scent before letting a sight out of your lips. You couldn't tell how much you were happy that he was back, you forgot about all your other issues and your condition as you spoke up to him.