Why Don't You Stay- Gemini Fourth

Why Don't You Stay - GF

Silence engulfed them as they were driving through the deserted streets of Bangkok, the buzz from all the loud music of the concert is still making them feel dizzy. But, with the way clingy was Gemini being with Fourth that night, Fourth volunteered to drive Gemini home because he knew that otherwise the taller would have himself volunteered to drive them home.

So after an eventful evening, Fourth was driving them back to their places.

"Can we stay a little longer? Together?" Gemini voiced out with his eyes closed.

Hearing that Fourth's breath got stuck, Gemini has been doing things lately and those things really confuse Fourth. At one moment he feels that Gemini is speaking with all sincerity and next moment Gemini disregards it as a joke. But what can he do, he just goes along with the said joke even if he wants to shout it out, cry it out. Most of the times he finds himself alone in the corner of an empty room, crying. Nothing comes out of those tears though, just his outcry in that deafening room which does nothing to take away his pain.

Nontheless, here he is, driving his best friend who looks so handsome even if he is wearing just a grey t shirt, the strands of hair falling over his forehead, pointed nose, peach painted lips and the the eyes that contain millions of galaxies, a person with humanely possible talents, a pop star, a goofy person, a cuddler and one and only Gemgem for Fourth, if possible Fourth could write an entire book for his Gemgem, but Fourth won't. He knows that doing that means delving more into those feelings which he has to keep in his heart forever. 

Fourth drove them to their one and only place, he knew Gemini, by heart, even just an eye contact is enough for him. 

Driving through the sub-urbs they drove through the deserted roads. They both knew that they would get an earful for this getaway but they needed this. There has been an impalpable tension between them, although none was ready to address the elephant in the room. After the tremendous workload that they have, they don't have time to even properly eat or sleep, addressing those things are far sighted dreams or one can say nightmare. All those worries they have kept it for the other day, for this night they want to relieve in this calm air, out of the hustle bustle of the city.

After a drive of an hour, the car stopped near a small stream of water. They both got down the vehicle and breathed in the fresh air. The weather has started to get a bit chilly due to the onset of the winter. Its december. 

"I hope it remains like this forever." Gemini said. "Fotfot let's take a walk."

Fourth couldn't fathom Gemini anymore. His overthinking thoughts overtook his mind, remain like this forever' ,'Is Gem talking about them?', 'No, it can't be.' 'But if he is the.....'

"Hey, Fot fot what's going on that pretty head of yours? You seemed zoned out the entire time. Are you okay? Are you not feeling well? Tell me. We can just...."

Gemini's rambling was cut off by a finger on Gemini's lips. 

"Shhhhh. Stop. Its nothing. Let's go." Fourth assured Gemini with a smile but the darkness of the night won't let Gemini see that.

Gemini was taken aback with Fourth's gesture, the closeness was driving both of them crazy but they were scared, scared to admit those feelings that would break their friendship, they feared the loss. The bond that they have formed over the years would be disrupted with the showcase of the feelings which they thought were stupid, harboring those were their faults, but both of them were too scared to admit those with all the consequences that they would have to face. 

"Oh am sorry." Fourth tried to move away from Gemini, but Gemini brought him closer linking their palms together.

Fourth felt his heart beating like crazy. Gemini and he has skinship but its always for the fans. But whenever Gemini does things like this when they are alone it drives him crazy. There's no one, then why is Gemini doing this. That means Gemini does have........no no he is overthinking again.