𝔼𝕟𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣'𝕤 - Bill Kaulitz

A litte secret

Me and bill got the pregnancy test and I really hate my self for this but I'm took 2 instead of one, what if I am pregnant? That's why I took 2 so I can fake to bill that I am not pregnant because I feel like I will need time to think alone...

Bill: if you are we can keep it if you want he said kissing my cheek as he drove back to the hotel.

I smiled at him, he is the best boyfriend I ever had, when will we get married though? If I keep this kid I hope it's not gonna be a bully like bill although it would be very cute.

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I get on the toilet peeing on the test and then I place it on the counter as I wash my hands.

Bill knocked on the door.

Give me a moment! I'm still peeing I said lying.

The test is positive! Shit shit shit now I'm really panicking......I hid the positive test in my purse and the other test I put water on it and obviously it went negative.

Bill: so? He asked nervously as I opened the door.

It's negative. I said with no emotion. I really hate my self for this! I just need a day to think about this!

Bill: bummer I wanted a baby but it's okay he said hugging me as he kisses my whole face making me chuckle but I also felt like throwing up because he feel like a backstabber.

Bill: the others are back in their hotels and wanna go skating wanna go?

I nodded as I put on a hoodie and skinny ripped jeans along with some sneakers.

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Tom: so ela how are you he smirked at me as he put his arm around me making me giggle

Bill: Tom could you not be flirting with my girlfriend right now.  bill huffed at Tom

Tom: I'm not she is my sister in law he said whining as I laugh at him.

Bill: I'm keeping my eye on you he said as he went behind us.

So dramatic I whispered in to toms ear as he agreed. Tom is like a brother to me, a best friend I know him since diapers.

Bill: yup okay that's enough she is mine now he said pushing Tom away as bill took toms place.

I kissed bill as Tom whined.

Adrian: you guys are okay now? He asked with a smile.

Yeh I said kissing Adrian's cheek as we are making our way to the skatepark which is 5 mins away and it's dark as well.

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Max: you skating? He asked as he sat down next to me with his skate board.

Hey max could I tell you something? I asked

Max: yeh go on.

I'm pregnant I said as I watch bill skate with the rest.

Max: what he said with his jaw dropped.

Don't tell anyone I really need to think about this alone and then think about it with bill I said with pleading eyes.

Max: yeh don't worry ela he said hugging me.

Thank you

Max: you wanna keep it?

Yeh I said smiling at my stomach.

Max: keep it then

But I don't have enough money to raise it

Max chuckles making me look confused at him.

Max: you know bill is a millionaire right? Like he is a celebrity and your basicly his wife soon and your kid is gonna be just like dad.

A bully?  I giggled

Max: no you know what I mean but yeh maybe will be a bully he chuckles with me

Max but yeh bill is gonna take care of you and the baby.

But what if it doesn't work out with bill anymore? I just need prove that he is willing to spend the rest of his life just with me, yes we might have the baby and be okay together for about 2 years but what if he starts to cheat again? And I will then be a single mother who works in a restaurant. I said overhung this whole thing

Max: you have a point ela but it seems like bill really loves you he said as he points at bill, he was staring at us but mostly me I could see his loving eyes just admiring me.

Max you think I should tell bill how I feel? And about the baby?

Max: yeh but not now maybe in the morning or something? Or just when we fly back home because the whole trip is gonna be ruined by you and bill he said laughing making me laugh as I hit his arm

Wow I said laughing as tears came out of my eyes but max is very right, if I talk to bill about this whole thing I know it's gonna be a big argument and we won't speak or do anything with the rest we will just be very mad at each other and that ruins Poeples fun and I don't want that to happen.

Bill: babe you going to skate? He asked me as he came up to us.

No I'm too lazy I smiled at him if only he knew I'm pregnant and can't skate....

Bill: okay baby he said going back to skating

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