*Oh dear lover!!*
My world is cruel and predictable,u enter,u survive or u die. But never in my wildest dreams did i ever think i would lose you to death. Destiny has my many faces but it seems this time it chose to face against me.
i know this is just the opening lines but im breaking down,im tired of trying to hold back my tears,iknow I've been tryin to act strong but losing you left a void in my heart and when it gets to the point where im sitting in my room trying to mask what i don't want people to know,it's painful.
i miss you,i love you i need,i need you
Come back to Earth! i don't want to let anybody ser me cry or see me not happy
You gone and im here
is it selfish that im needing you?
Who's gon hug me,kiss me,play with my hair and make all silly jokes
i keep looking at my phone thinking you will call again,hoping to hear your voice telling me you love
Oh dear lover,i envy death that will now keep you forever and no absence does not make the heart grow fonder,without you nothin feels right every breath feels like my last but still i keep the hope like the old man trying to win the lottery,wherever you are i wonder if you doing well.
Death is a jealous mistress but i love you still,i married my hope's in you and vowed to never imagine life without you...
My significant other that i wanted to carry into my future but I've been divorced from that privilege. As im sittin alone in the wee hours and thinking about you,me and you
Every word I've penned down is a drop of a tear I've shed,I've wept.
i pray you rest in perfection my love
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