starscream x Megatron

part 2

A couple hours later, Starscream started to realize he fell asleep. He opened his eyes slowly and found that he was still laid on the medical birth still. he was left alone except Ratchet who had his back turned towards Starscream. Ratchet was grumbling and cursing at a few things. The only odd thing was that Ratchet was leaning against his work bench looking like he was going to fall over. Starscream being Starscream decided to watch, snickering a few times but made sure he was quiet. Ratchet sighed and leaned his head against the table. Starscream sat up and watched with a smirk plastered on his face, Starscream noticed a blue paint mark smeared over his aft. Starscream chuckled loudly as he realized what the problem was. Ratchet shot straight up and glared at Starscream. Starscream chuckled a little and put his hands up "what?"
Ratchet didn't answer except he just glared silently. After a while Ratchet cleared his throat and spoke tiredly "nothing...if you're wondering where everyone is, Optimus is catching up on recharge, Acree, Smokescreen and Bumble Bee are on a mission, Whealjack and bulkhead decided to go have some "guy out time" and Magnus left on his ship to Primus knows where..." Ratchet sighed and closed his eyes. Starscream looked around "that's why it's so quiet..." Ratchet nodded and wobbled off somewhere... Starscream honestly didn't wanna know, he knew but he didn't wanna know. Starscream laid back down and curled him in a ball, purring and rubbing the spot where the seekerling should be. Starscream yawned and stretched as he laid back and relaxed. Starscream was acting all chill but on the inside...he was totally freaking out. There were  so many negative thoughts "what if Megatron finds out" "I'm I gonna die" "why am I so weak" "what's gonna happen now?" He closed his eyes  and tried to calm himself down. After hours he finally made himself sleep.
                                                                                   
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