All I Want // Zayn Malik

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15 days before

My hands slipped in hers as we sat on the balcony of our new apartment. Her eyes seemed to be focused on the night, which seemed to be filled with stars, while the moon was full. I could still see the twinkle in her eyes and I watched her from the side. Her perfect face shined great in the moonlight. My spare hand trembled as I reached out to touch her porcelain face.
I gently stoked her face and I watched as she closed her eyes in contempt. "You're to good to me," she muttered turning to face me completely. Her blonde locks lightly fell on her shoulders as the soft curls gleamed so prettily in the light.
"Me? Too good for you? Are you for real!" I breathed out, overwhelmed that this girl was mine.
I toke her face between my hands holding her face close to mine.
"You are too good for me, I defiantly don't deserve you." I whispered lightly to her. She smiled widely with her beautiful eyes staring at me intensely. "Kiss me then," she mumbled getting close to my ear. She lightly nibbled on my ear making me take a sharp breath of air in. Her hands traveled down to my chest and her fingers lightly brushed my stomach. "Please" she begged staring right in my eyes.
I wasted no time by pressing my lips to her plump and full ones, tasting the lips I craved, dreamt about. My hands wandered down to her lower back pulling her close to me. I loved the feeling she gave me. It was nothing I had experienced before or knew of. The connection we had was something I can't even begin to explain yet understand myself. Our lips slowly parted and I pressed my forehead to hers. Our hands slipped together, they fit together perfectly. "You're perfection, why did I get you? I don't deserve this" I hushed staring deeply at her beauty.
"Zayn, there's multiple things I'd change about me, I'm far from perfection, but even though I'd change hundreds about me I wouldn't change one thing about you. You are my everything and I wouldn't change or have anything else," she admitted her cheeks turning into a rosy red.
Perrie's words meant everything to me. This moment was everything. Our foreheads touching, us staring into each other eyes, hands tangled together, breaths steady.
"I love you, more than you'll ever know" I hummed running my fingers through her honey hair. Her smile I adored was back on her face. "I want to be close to you, just close nothing more," she started taking a sharp intake of breath. "Please, I want to be close to you" she finished grabbing my hands.
I knew exactly what she wanted we had did it twice and everytime I had felt full and completed. I nodded, picking her up in bridal style. I open the door into our apartment which led right into our bedroom.
I placed her on the edge of the bed and removed my white tshirt to the floor. I knew her eyes were on me she expressed to me before that she loved my torso and stomach. She always touched my abdominal muscles. "Beautiful tan skin" she whispered softy before she trail kisses all over my chest and stomach. My heart was warm at the non sexual but more loving kisses.
She stopped and looked at my eyes, as it allowed me access to her blue ones. "I want to sleep close tonight, I'm tired Zaynie and I want to feel you," she lightly whimpered as she went to remove my pants but helped her. She gently toke of her shirt and bra. Her beautiful chest was bare to me. Her smile turned into an embarassing blush and i laughed at her cuteness. Then she began to remove her shorts, so we were both in our underwear.
She yawned and stretched her arms still managing to be the beautifulest person I've seen. I removed my boxers and she pulled down her lace undies. I grabbed her tight as we fell back into the bed. I held her close. Both of our bare skin touching. We both loved to sleep like this, not for sex but for love. "I love you Zayn" she said as she kissed my chest and closed her pretty eyes, drifting to sleep. "And you Miss Edwards I can't explain my love for you but we'll stick with i love you so much."

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well new book here it is! can't wait to start this further tbh