◇ ShizuKasa Fanfic ☆ (cringe)◇

♧ 05 ♧

(the ginger homosexual)

(btw im in need of much time to type since i dont have much + im a slow typer)

(this chapter has very small mentions of blood, if youre sensitive to these topics, please do not read the chapter until the cartwheel emoji, thank you)

//18th of december//

{Tsukasas pov (again)}

i woke up to some crying in the bathroom. i check the clock. 5:18. huh.
i sit up so i would wake up for a while, but then i noticed Shizuku wasnt with me in bed. i stand up and walk into the bathroom, and there i find her, crying on the floor. i immediately kneeled down right next to her

T: "S-Shizuku? a-are you okay?"

she just kept on crying, without an answer. she then slowly pointed at something red on the ground. i take a closer look and i see... blood...? i immediately yelled in fear and hugged Shizuku tightly, and she hugged me back with one arm. i kept staring at the blood terrified

T: "d-dont worry, w-were fine-"

Sh: "i-im not..."

i looked at her confused, before i looked at her other arm, holding her stomach

T: "your stomach hurts?"

Sh: "y-yeah... a-and the blood came f-from... me..."

i quickly grabbed her arm to check. no scars. i sighed in relief, as i continued hugging her, as i tried figuring out what could happen. a few seconds later, the door bursted open and Ms. Hinomori came in.

🤸

(I for Ms. Hinomori)

I: "ITS 5 IN THE MORNING, FUCKING SHUT UP-"

T: "YOUR DAUGHTER IS LITERALLY HAVING A MENTAL BREKADOWN, AND YOU DONT CARE?"

I: "huh-? but why?"

i slowly pointed at the blood stain on the ground, before Hinomori-kun face palmed and told me to get out. as i got out, i heard them both talking in some different langauge (Shizuku is half Malaysian in my au). i just went back to sleep. as i slowly drifted off, i heard a loud slapping sound, before Hinomori-kun left. i look at the doors terrified, as she came back with a small package of... no idea, but she went back to the bathroom and locked it. i tried falling asleep again, but all that talking kept me awake. i decided to grab a book and just read it... except it was in english... but hey, atleast it would help me with english. 

i didnt even notice when the bathroom doors opened, until i heard Shizuku walking out crying and holding her stomach. i put the book away and invite her for a hug. she laid right next to me and we hugged each other. i slowly patted her head, and i felt my cheeks getting very warm, but i just ignored it and kepy on patting her, as i decided to ask her a question

T: "hey, umm... are you alright?"

Sh: "y-yes, im just in slight... stomach pain, thats all..."

T: "is it that terrible?"

she nodded slowly, as i then noticed a red mark on her face. poor her. i slowly touched it, and when she hissed, i immediately put my hand back on her head. We stayed in that position for a while, as I soon started hearing quiet snoring right next to me. I just smiled like an idiot, before I hesitated.

Do it.
No, I won't risk that.
Aww, your confidence disappeared?
Fucking shut up-
Pussy cat.
...alright, fine, dipshit

I took a deep breath, before I gently kissed her head, while I felt my cheeks getting so red that they would explode... god, what did I just do...?
Anyway, soon enough I felt myself dozing off in a peaceful sleeping

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Sa: "WAKE UP SLEEPYHEAD, DONT BE LAZY!"

i groaned as my beauty sleep got disturbed. i look up and i see Saki with her arms crossed

T: "...what do you want?"

Sa: "WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO LIKE 15 MINUTES AGO-"

T: "too bad, im sleeping with my girl-"

Sh: "im not yours, dipshit"

i yelled in surprise and i almost fall to the ground, but even if i didnt fall, i got pushed off the bed. i land my face flat, as i heard giggling

T: "what was that for...?~"

Sh: "im not yours, learn that, plus ill never be"

Sa: "...do i seriously have to live with idiots-"

T: "do you seriously dont know the answer?"

Sa: "...i know now"

i just chuckled, as i noticed Shizuku facepalming and my sister sighing in disappointment

Sa: "anyways... ill give you uhh... 20 minutes. not enough time, too bad, were gone"

T: "YOU WILL DIE?!"

Sh: "NO, WE WILL BE GOING TO THE BUSSTOP"

T: "oh... my bad"

i quickly stood up, started looking through a pile of clothes, grabbed some random ass clothes and i went rushing to the bathroom

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{Shizukus pov}

i just sat on the bed, as saki joined me and we were just sitting in silence. i started kicking the edge of the bed, as i thought.
why did he kiss my forehead? is he inlove with me-
what am i saying. who would love an ugly shit like me?
maybe it was just for comfort... yeah, it was most likely that
plus, i heard he was gay so-

Sa: "why did you two sleep together?"

Sh: "oh... well umm..."

Sa: "...its so fucking obvious, yet you both dont seem to understand... god..."

Sh: "whats obvious???"

Sa: "find out by yourself!~"

i just rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. shes like my sibling, but more happy and energetic. after a few minutes, Tsukasa came out of the bathroom... aaand i became red as a tomato. i noticed her laughing, as he looked at me confused. a few seconds later, my sibling barged in

S: "are you all re- woah, sis, why are you a tomato? are you sick?"

Sh: "since when do you care if im sick???"

S: "...i do not but... anyway... the bus is leaving in 5 minutes-"

Sa and T: "5 MINUTES?!"

we all got into our shoes and we ran outside to catch the bus, as the snow was falling slowly on our faces. we managed just in time, we payed and we went into the bus. we then realised we didnt take our coats, so we were screwed. we went off the bus and took another one, otherwise we would go to another city by accident... 'accident'
the ride was long due to the traffic jams... even tho it was very early but i guess Canada is just a busy country, like japan... i already miss it tbh
after like what felt like 5 hours (even tho it was 40 minutes), we stopped on our stop and we walked for the rest of the tour... if i could call that...

Saki was teasing Shiho, Shiho was just quiet and Tsukasa? he was being his usual loud self... i wont lie, his voice is not annoying me anymore but more of... happy... i swear, im getting more attached with him... and he somehow has a great taste of perfumes surprisingly which i love, especially his perfumes... maybe i should steal some?
yeah, im gonna do that why not

as i was lost in my thoughts, i bumped into a pole and i fell on the snow. my vision became extremely blurry, but when it went back to normal, i felt a hand holding mine... ofcourse it was tsukasa... i took his hand AND OH MY GOD HE HAS TINY ASS HANDS USHBEIBAISIBA

...anyway, as i took his hand, i felt the softness of it... but then we stared at each other for a while, before i got a small idea

Sh: "ey, wanna compare hands?"

T: "sure, blueberry cake"

i just rolled my eyes, before we compared our hands to each other.. and to our surprise mine was bigger than his. i bursted out laughing as soon as i realised that, and i felt a hit on my arm. i just kept on laughing, when i saw his annoyed face. i wont lie, he is so cute... 
SHIZUKU WAKE UP, YOURE LESBIAN ACCORDING TO HIM AND IT SHOULD STAY LIKE THAT-
but i want to finally try to be in a relationship with a male...

god, did i actually forget being bi exists? yes, i definitely did...

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(Sakis pov)

its been 2 hours where were in the mall and i still feel like a energy ball, same with my brother...
ANYWAY... ill be telling the rest of this chapter now..

all the time when we were in the mall, me and my partner, Shiho, we kept loosing them both. when we found Shizuku, Tsukasa got lost. and when we found Tsukasa, Shizuku got lost. its like when we were younger, except my group got lost all the time and the older siblings had to go and find us. i wont lie, it was fun, but now its 10 years further and those two still act like theyre 5.
like, a few days ago, i had a headache, and these two were in their room yelling like crazy

i wont lie, they could actually match. if not me, they wouldnt be on this date without them knowing its actually a double date but ill let them figure out themselves
like, cmon its obvious.
i think the reason he still didnt confess is because hes scared to. did he mention why? no? well, im now here to spill it out
well, he had like 12 ex's, and he was the first one to confess every single time and they were the ones to either break up, or cheat... or die... yes, one of them died due to a car accident and my brother blames himself. there, i snitched it out. yay!

OKAY, ANYWAYS I GOT LOST IN MY THOUGHTS LEMME JUST START WITH WHAT HAPPEND NEXT