One hit [Gangjae]

opened doors

I sat in despair staring at my hands with a nurse beside me, I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of doing things for myself and for anyone. "Please." I softly spoke, she stared at me, "Let me out of here. Please." I added looking up at the nurse.
She was hesitant to reply. "You know I can't do that."
"Just please! I beg of you. I have to leave I can't ever come back here. Just once help me."
"Fine."
She sighed grabbing utensils to unlock the handcuffs to free me, "I'll respond you as dead for now. You have to hide from everything and everyone."
I nodded. Slowly walking towards the other exit door, I had no where to go or to find Gangjae. But right now, I needed to get to Choi Mujin.

~

Arriving at Mujin's place I shook in cold and pain, I walked up the door ringing the bell waving at the camera.
The doors opened as I smiled and bowed for innocence, speed walking into the elevator I went to the floor Mujin was in.
It was quiet, really quiet, my chest was slowly hurting. I was regretting my decision.

"Mujin."
"Hae Wom? I'm surprised they let you out. Or did you escape?"
"Enough, just enough. Who's dads killer? Who the fuck is he?! You never even found him, did you?" I shout walking closer to his desk, smoke came out of his mouth from the cigarette he was smoking. "It's none of your business now, since you've been gone- I figured I don't have to tell or help you with anything."
"Jesus christ, you were never much help in the first place."
"Really? I got you here. I led you with my hand helping you." Mujin scoffed while getting out of his chair.

"I almost got fucking killed! By someone who was tormented by you! You selfish asshole."
"That's enough."
"No. it isn't enough."
Reaching for my sock I placed out a pocket knife I took from the hospital, "I know you killed my dad."
"And I know I'll kill you next."
We both stared at each other before charging at ourselves, I groaned in pain as I was knocked to the ground. "I'll kill you then and now just like how I did to your father." Mujin grunted.
Stabbing him in the side he placed his gun near my chest area.

~

I stared at the wall what seemed to be an hour, Mujin's body laid still on the floor bleeding, I stood up groaning in pain trying to run out of the building before I was caught.
My second chance was finding Gangjae, he was all I had, he could possibly help and save me. I had to save him. Even if it gets me killed, I'm always going back to him- why? Why am I doing this? Why am I crying? Was this all my fault? God. I needed glory.
Crying my way outside I ran limping to where ever they could've taken him, I was clueless.

Helpless at most. I ran to a near by alley way screaming my hatred out, blood over my body, clothes, and in my finger nails. My eyes felt like they were going to pop out from my skull, crying wasn't going to help me.
Every position I stood made me feel more uncomfortable.
Walking out from the alley way with my face facing down I was pushed back into the dark.
Falling onto my back I felt blood drip off my body. "Where the hell where you?"