Song: Dark red
Genre: Angst, Fluff⚠️TW: Includes cutting
Jisung watched, watched his brother get all the praise. While he was just standing there holding his stupid guitar.
"Wow Changbin you did so good!"
"You definitely carried!"
"You should start your own band, I know you could do it"
He watched them bombard him with praises, the thing was... they were a duo. They're just degrading him by now. He waved to Changbin,
"I need to go to work now! See you later Binnie!"
Changbin looked back,
"Ok Jisung, see you later!"
He walked away as he gulped his tears down, he still had to wait until he got home. It was usually like this he didn't even know why he wasn't immune to it. He was never jealous, Changbin was good and he was a great brother. It was just sometimes he felt like he wasn't even there. Like he wasn't even part of this world. Nobody ever compliments him. Why is that?
He went to the bathroom looking in the drawers for something, he grabbed it, looking at it with hate but longing. He's been clean for 6 months now, a new record but everything just hasn't been the best. As he was about to put it down on his skin he heard the door ring. He groaned but hid his blade and went to answer the door.
"Who is it?" He asked with annoyance.
"Jisung?" A familiar voice asked.
He immediately opened the door to be met with a person he's been needing by his side. He threw himself on Minho.
"Minho!" He said crying.
"I'm sorry, I was about to go unclean!"
Minho looked down at him.
"Im sorry." His voice sounded small and guilty.
Jisung's eyes widened as he grabbed Minho's left arm and saw all the fresh cuts.
"Oh Minho." He said with pity.
Minho looked away. He hated himself for this. Tears started pooling in his eyes until he couldn't hold it anymore. He fell into Jisung's arms as he was carried bridal style to the bathroom.
"Thank you." Jisung said breaking the silence.
"For what? Breaking our promise?"
"No for stopping me from doing it to myself. Even when you didn't know you still came at the right time to stop me. You're a great person Minho." Jisung said with full admiration.
The words comforted Minho, Jisung just had this way to make him feel safe and protected. As Jisung was treating his cuts, he admired his beautiful face. How could he get so lucky to have someone like him in his life?
"You're beautiful."
"Stop telling lies."
"It's not a lie if it's a fact."
"Well it's not a fact if only one person says it."
"Well that person is the Lee Minho so it's a fact."
Jisung rolled his eyes.
"Whatever." He said in good humor.
"I love you."
Jisung looked up surprised, it wasn't everyday that you hear Lee Minho say I love you.
"..."
The silence just made Minho nervous so he just rolled the dice and told Jisung his feelings.
"This might ruin our friendship but I love you, I want us to be more than friends. You're one of the only people who are important in my life and someone I wanna stay together with forever. So please... date me."
Jisung was surprised, he didn't have the courage to ask him himself but it was like fate was at his side for once.
"Took you long enough to ask." He said rolling his eyes dramatically.
He pushed Minho into the wall and grabbed his face, pushing himself onto his lips. It was soft, safe and a new made promise with no words. It was like something just connected that they thought they lost so, so long ago.
'Love'
Minho's lips were soft compared to Jisung's chapped ones. While Jisung tasted like Cheesecake, Minho tasted like pudding. They separated for air, just seeing the others tear stained face.
"You taste like cheesecake." Minho giggled.
"You can't say anything since you taste like pudding." Jisung said as he started crying.
Minho started crying too. It was comforting to let everything out after holding it back for so long.
"Crying isn't so bad after all."
"Yeah."
They stayed there as Jisung spooned Minho, it was nice and safe.
"We should finish My Holo Love."
"Definitely, we've been stalling that show for long enough."
They made plans to leave the bathroom but didn't follow it until 20 mins later.
They soon left and went under a blanket as Jisung hugged Minho in-between his legs.
Sometimes it's nice to cry.
I have two other drafts I've been working on and they're halfway done, and my Minchan story has one draft that's a quarter done, but I guess its alr, right? 😭
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