hold me tight

hyunsuk berating and cursing to himself he can't believe he was that inebriated last night

he takes a deep breath trying to gather his thoughts he then reaches out for his phone to check on time , it's 10:00am right now

" jihoon must be at work in moment " he mumbled to himself as he slowly gets up of  bed  " i'll just leave like nothing happened " he added then proceeds to leave the room .

he then walked out of the room on his tiptoes trying to walk as quietly as possible just in case jihoon was there .

the apartment is so quiet it seems like no one is there but hyunsuk which makes him sigh in relief .

it's not that he hates being in jihoon's place or even kissing him in fact he was so happy and glad he got to see him once again and feel his warm embrace . the thing is he's just so afraid to face him .

him appearing in front of his door confessing and even kissing him while he is the one who rejected him and even avoided him in the first place that was so reckless and irresponsible of him ' he must hate me so much now ' he thought to himself as he moves towards the door .

Just as he reaches for the handle a familiar voice stops him in his tracks " so you're running away " jihoon said standing one step behind hyunsuk he stops for a while then added " ... again "

jihoon's presence catches hyunsuk off-guard and he freezes in his spot for a while before he slowly turns to face the younger .

They're now so close that they can feel each other's hot breath " N-no ... I... I was just ..." hyunsuk stutters hotteness creeping his face and his heart is pounding real loud that he swears jihoon can hear it from here .

he ran out of words he wants to deny the fact that he was escaping but he couldn't it's so obvious anyways he keeps looking everywhere but in jihoon's face , he wonders what kind of expressions the latter is making

' he must be so mad at me right now ' hyunsuk thinks to himself as he bites his lower lips , he gatherers the courage and raises his head up to look at the taller's face just to meet jihoon's gaze a very warm one with a little smile on his face . jihoon's hair was still damp it seems like he just got out of the shower and some strands of hair were clinging to his forehead, giving him a slightly disheveled but still incredibly attractive look .

the scent of jihoon's shampoo sends shivers down hyunsuk's spine the latter blinked his eyes twice to make sure what he sees is true and not a dream he swears this is the most beautiful sight he has even seen

" cute " jihoon let out a chuckle " c'mon breakfast is ready " jihoon added grabbing hyunsuk's hand and pulling him towards the kitchen , hyunsuk blushed at jihoon's behavior and decides to follow him

in an hour and a half ago Jihoon's eyes fluttered open as he reaches for his phone to check on time it's 8:30am he sits up on bed and recalls memories of last night .

he touches his lips as he remembers the kiss he smiled wildly then got up of bed immediately he cleans up and heads straight to the kitchen to make breakfast

since hyunsuk doesn't like heavy breakfast jihoon decides to make it simple , he also made him a  hangover soup and coffee hyunsuk always drinks it first in the morning

they're sitting across from each other in a table of two ,  silence engulfing the kitchen only the sound of spoons and cups being heard .

hyunsuk is still nervous and shy about the whole situation he keeps stealing glances from jihoon who's focused on his plate .

hyunsuk's heart is beating so loud spending the night at jihoon's place and now having breakfast together it's too much for him to handle , it feels like they're a real couple his heart fluttered at this thought

"about last night ... " Hyunsuk was in the middle of his thoughts when jihoon broke the silence

*cough cough* it was so sudden that hyunsuk choked on his soup this is exactly the conversation he was trying to avoid by sneaking out a while ago

hotteness creeping on his face and his heart is beating even louder jihoon poured him a glass of water but before he could give it to him hyunsuk already reaches for it in a desperate attempt to compose himself but to his unfortunate luck his hands were shaky that he accidentally spills the water all over the table and it even got onto jihoon's shirt

Hyunsuk quickly rushes for the tissues and starts wiping jihoon's shirt off ,

" im sorry I don't know what has gotten into me " hyunsuk said in an apologetic tone as he is still very frantic and nervous about what he did

" it's okay it's no big deal , give it to me i'll wipe it myself " said jihoon and waits for hyunsuk to give him the tissues

" just stay still please i'll be quick " hyusnuk said without even looking at jihoon's face

one hand is wiping the wet shirt and the other one is resting on jihoon's chest as a support hyunsuk is so busy cleaning the mess he made when jihoon grabbs his hand the one that's holding the tissues preventing him from wiping .

hyunsuk then stops what he is doing and lifted his head up looking at jihoon's face .

they are both surprised by how close their faces are right now ,  their eyes locked for a moment it seems like the time has stopped .

silence surrounding them only the sound of their breathing and heartbeats creating a symphony that no one but them can hear it

" I miss you " said jihoon with a low voice making hyunsuk's heart beat even louder and before the latter could react jihoon leans in and closes the gap between them ,

he pressed his lips against hyunsuk's without moving it , it was just a long pick on the lips .

Jihoon was hesitant whether to pull away or not when hyunsuk closed his eyes and reciprocates the kiss

Jihoon smiles in between the kiss then pulls him closer and makes him sit on his lap with hyunsuk's legs wrapped around the chair the sweet and tender kiss grows more intense as jihoon slowly slides his tongue exploring hyunsuk's wet cavern . they both got lost in the passion as their mouths entangle together

Jihoon gets up while carrying hyunsuk in his arms with the latter's legs wrapped around jihoon's waist and his arms around his neck pulling him closer , jihoon walks toward the bedroom without breaking the kiss he then laid hyunsuk in bed hovering him from above

Jihoon pulls away as he felt hyunsuk tapping his shoulder signaling that he's out of air , they locked gaze once again

" I'm sorry jihoon " hyunsuk said still looking straight into jihoon's eyes " i know I messed up a lot but i promise i'll make it up to you , please just hold me tight and never let go of me " he paused for a second then added " I love you "

jihoon smiled at him before he gives him pick on his forehead he then looks back at him " I will never ever let you go again I promise " jihoon said then proceeds to plant soft butterfly kisses all over his face

" I love you so much darling " jihoon whispered in hyunsuk's ear before he dives again and nibbles all the way from his lips to his jaw and neck leaving kiss marks all over his body