hold me tight

drunk in love

Stumbling in his feet hyunsuk walked out of the nightclub all drunk and wasted walking with no specific destination just following his feet wherever they drag him to

it seems like he has been wandering around for ages now he feels lost and disoriented, he didn't realise how far he had gone until he stopped by a familiar looking door and without realizing it he had already rang the bell . he stood there waiting for someone to answer and for a moment he felt a surge of panic , his heart is starting to pound in his chest he feels like he can't wait any longer and he's about to leave

However before he can take his first step back the door cracks open and someone's voice calls out his name

hyunsuk's head turns rapidly towards the voice , he immediately put his hand on his racing heart trying to calm it down the moment he met a pair of eyes the eyes he adores the most in the world

"hyung ?" jihoon addressed in surprise , he is startled by hyunsuk's sudden appearance in front of his door

" are you okay ?" he added in concern when hyunsuk didn't seem to answer him

hyunsuk felt his eyes getting hot and watery at the sight of the younger and once he heard the latter's voice calling him he couldn't control himself anymore and  hugged jihoon tightly

Hyunsuk's tears keep falling as he finds refuge in the jihoon's comforting embrace ,  he buries his face on the latter's chest as if he wants to hide himself from the world

jihoon reciprocated the hug as he strokes hyunsuk's hair and wraps his arms around him in a protective and soothing manner .

Hyunsuk finds jihoon's embrace so comforting and safe to him and that makes him feel like he never wants to let go , it feels like no one else matters in this moment except for the two of them

just an hour ago jihoon was preparing for bed when he heard the doorbell he goes to answer it and to his surprise hyunsuk is standing there and looks all messed up , and now he's sitting next to his unexpected guest while the silence engulfing them and only hyunsuk's tiny hiccups filling the room

"im sorry" hyunsuk broke the silence with his head still down

" hyung ..." jihoon said his heart aches at the sight of his hyung being like this

" im sorry for rejecting you and for keeping you waiting all this time i was just ... so confused and afraid I ... i didn't know what to do or how to feel ... I'm really sorry " hyunsuk said his eyes still teary then turned to face the younger

" I miss you jihoonie " he added while cupping the latter's face

oh god how he misses this he misses being close to jihoon breathing his scent and looking straight into his pretty boba eyes .

their faces are just few inches apart one wrong move and their lips will touch 

" hyung you're drunk now let's talk to..." jihoon couldn't finish his word when hyunsuk leaned in and kissed the heart mole under his eye

" hyung... " jihoon was trying to process what just happened when hyunsuk's lips suddenly press against his catching him off-guard , hyunsuk closed the gap between them preventing him from talking

" i love you jihoonie " said hyunsuk before sealing their lips again

jihoon's mind went blank for a second he was surprised by the sudden confession but he can't help but be swept up in the moment and he reciprocates the kiss , it was a sweet and gentle kiss that holds a lot of feelings and unspoken words

The kiss deepens and takes on a more passionate tone .the feeling of hyunsuk's soft lips on his triggers a surge of passion and desire jihoon's body responds with a jolt of excitement and he pulls the smaller one closer eager for more his hands begin to explore his body caressing hyunsuk's skin with gentleness and affection.  the latter can't help but moan softly , the sensation of jihoon's touch and the taste of his lips mixed with the taste of alcohol makes it even more addictive

jihoon suddenly came back to his senses realizing that hyunsuk is too drunk to be consent right now and he doesn't want to take advantage of his state so he pulls away from him gently and smiles at him .

Jihoon's thoughts and feelings are so messed up in the moment he's happy yet so scared 'what if hyunsuk is acting like this just because he's drunk , what if he didn't really mean what he said ' jihoon thought to himself then shrugged it off and decides to leave everything for tomorrow

" hyung you must be sleepy let's get you to bed " jihoon said then leads drunk hyunsuk to his room and gently lays him down in bed , hyunsuk is clearly tired that he can barely keep his eyes open

Jihoon was ready to leave when a small hand grabbed his wrist " don't go " hyunsuk whispered his eyes still closed it seems that he's half asleep , jihoon can't help but be captivated by hyunsuk's sudden behavior .  he decides to stay and sits down next to his bed to watch over him as he sleeps 

Hyunsuk is finally falling asleep and the younger is still watching him admiring how peaceful and beautiful he looks , the sight of his gentle expressions makes jihoon's heart warm

after jihoon made sure his hyung is completely asleep he goes to the sitting room lays on the couch and tries to get some sleep himself .

However he can't stop thinking about hyunsuk , the confession and kiss from earlier is still fresh in his mind he stays like this for few hours until his thoughts fade slowly and eventually he falls asleep

The following morning , as hyunsuk eyes slowly fluttered open he notices that he's not is his own bedroom. He sits up in bed and feels instantly dizzy and nauseous his head throbs with a headache and his vision is still blurry from the effects of last night's drinking .

The familiarity of the room slowly clicks for hyunsuk and he realizes that he woke up in jihoon's place .

The realization fills him with embarrassment and shyness as his thoughts of the previous night come rushing back to his memory " no way...wait ... this can't be ... hyunsuk you idiot what did you do "