ICE PRINCE // BTS Suga || edited

CHAPTER 8

It's comeback day ! We arrived earlier than expected at MCD for our comeback music show recording. We kinda nervous and excited. I guess we were the first who arrived there.

We warmed up first before practicing as the producer asked us to practice first since we already arrived there. Then, we started our practice. My legs already recovered. Yea, kinda enjoy when I'm sick because they treated me like a prince... no no... like a KING.

We then headed to the backstage and went to our waiting room. Then ? Of course we slept for two hours I guess. Manager hyung waked us and asked us to get ready. We all nodded and started to do our hair and so on.

Our comeback became a hit. It's kinda great to hear that. Our fans keeps increasing from time to time, and we all happy. We've gave the best for the perfomance. I could tell, all of the members were so happy to hear fans cheering us.

End of the perfomance, we all head back to the waiting room. Someone knocking the door. I opened it since nobody realized that the door has been knocked. I opened the door and saw nothing, but there's something on the floor. 'For : Suga' Wait wait, for me ? What's this ?

I opened the packaging. There's a photo album of me, and my family. Who send this ? And what relationship that she/he had with me ? How did she/he has this photo album ? Questions by questions came into my mind. I turned the page. There's a lot of photo of my little sister. Then, the last page. There's photo of us, as a family.

There's a note behind the photo album cover. 'Annyeong, Oppa ! Oppa, i miss you damn much. After you left me and went study abroad, I am so lonely. I couldn't looked at your face anymore. I really miss you. Oppa, please come back here. Dad being abusive to mom since he lost his company. He also drink and get many loans. Mom has to pay for all the loan that he make. I am here living with brother and his family. I hope you can help us. - MJA'

Wait, is she my family ? I'm startled when Jungkook suddenly patted my shoulder. "Yah, hyung. What are you doing ? What is this ?" he asked while pointing to the photo album. "It's none of your bussiness," I said.

"Hyung, I will head to the van first !" I shouted and left. I quickly went to the van with the packaging in my hand. As I arrived at the parking lot, I bumped into someone. All my things fell on the cold road. She helped me picked up my things. Then, she left before I thanked her. She is, the girl.

"Waitt !" I shouted. She stopped. I ran to her. "Who are you ?" I asked her. She looked at me. "It's none of your bussiness," she said and left me hanging there. Cold one. I ignored her and hopped in the van. I scrolled down my twitter account. I saw a lot of tweets of me and the girl. There's photos too. I'm screwed. What should I tell manager hyung later ? Ughh.

I closed the app and pretend to sleep when I saw manager hyung and the others on their way to the van. I could tell that they really thought that I'm sleeping. My acting is good right ?

"What should we do about that, hyung ?" Namjoon asked manager hyung. I could feel that they were glancing at me. "Let's just wait for director to contact me," replied manager hyung. He's dissapointed. Dissapointed of me. He always put a big trust at me since our debut. He didn't expected that there will be a rumor about me. Worser, it's about scandle thing.

I didn't even knew her. It's just I wanted to know her. The girl that I've been searched since I was hospitalized. She seems myterious and unique. That's why I really wanted to know her. Maybe she could be the one, the one who listened me well. The one who understoods me well. The one who not afraid to befriend with me.

I let out a sigh and opened my eyes. I then make a fake yawn so that I wouldn't be caught by my sleeping acting. All of the members looked at me. "Yah ! What happened ?! What about these rumors ?!" Namjoon yelled. He shoved his phone to my chest.

I grabbed it and saw tons of tweets about me and that mysterious girl. I felt guilty. "It's nothing. It's just misunderstood. She's no one. She just helped me," I sighed. "Okay, just rest now. Director just contacted me. He said that there's nothing to worry. He will settled it for you guys," said manager hyung. All of the members relieved.

I glanced out of the window. People running to cover themselves from the light rain. There's couples, sharing an umbrella. There's people went to some coffee shops. There's people running into shops. Everybody had to cover themselves.

Suddenly, my heart aching as I remembered it. It makes my life worst. It make my life full of hates. It took away my happiness. I started to teared up.

"Hyung, could you stop at the park in front ? I need some fresh air," I said. Manager hyung nodded and stopped by the park. "You don't have to wait for me. I will be back soon," He closed the door and drove to the dorm. I took a long breath before head to a garden near the park.

It's raining, and there's flowers that cheering the area. I smiled, not a bright one. I took a seat in the old hut there. Closing my eyes while hearing ballad songs. I thought about what should I do for the next 5 years.

My attention keep distracted. I couldn't focused to my career. I think, after this promotion ends, I wanted to take a break from this suffering idol life.

Going to somewhere, where only I know, that no one could reach me, that there's no fans or anti-fans, that there's no tight schedules. A place that full of peace.

Yea, I really should do that. After the promotions. I will be there,

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