"hurry up Kaveh!" I could hear Tighnari from behind the door. "almost done!" I replied.
I got too caught up with my thoughts that I forgot I was changing.
* I'm really going to meet him again.. please tell me this isn't another one of those stupid dreams I've been getting. *
I could hear Tighnari's foot tapping on the floor impatiently. I fixed my hair and tied it, I looked at the mirror. It's been a while since I've actually tried to look good. I opened the door before I could hear another thousand knocks from Nari. "finally." He sighed. He looked at me, scanning my outfit. "first time you've ever looked neat after years of looking like a poor man." I rolled my eyes as I closed the door behind me. "Is Cyno here already?"
"No, he already went ahead. You took too long, so I'll be driving us there." I scoffed as I followed him outside to his car. "hey.. are you sure about this?" I asked before we got in the car. "Shouldn't I be asking that?" I raised a brow at him as I got in the car. "what do you mean?"
"well," he sighed. "you're going to meet him again." he looked at me with a worried expression on his face. "so? it's not like I'm going to die." I crossed my arms, "..alright." Tighnari started the car and headed for the academy. I felt my hands get sweatier as we stopped at the first red light.
* we're really going there.. it's not like we were very close before, but.. I still like him after all these years. What if he already has a girlfriend? or worse, a boyfriend. If he had a boyfriend, It meant he's gay, and I could've had a chance with him. *
as I realize I've been zoning out, I looked up and saw that we were already at the academy.
* oh no. *
were my last thoughts before getting off the car, I watched as people came in and out of the big doors, I heard murmuring and laughing at every corner. I watched people talk with their friends as they head to somewhere with them. It brought me nostalgia, I remember being with my friends below that big tree. We would talk until we realize we were late for class. Well, I wasn't really popular here, I only had a few friends I could rely on.
I felt a warm hand hold mine, it was Nari. He knew that I had a lot of experiences and traumas in this school. He knows how much I hate having to remember it. We slowly walked inside the academy, the noises got louder. There were tons of students in the hallway or next to their lockers. Some were even sitting on the stairs, chilling against the door frame of their classroom, or just roaming around.
I glanced at many familiar faces, some would notice me, but won't wave. I looked down, I felt a wave of emotions washing over me. I remember what I would feel, walking down these halls, all alone. Not having anyone to laugh with, having no hands to hold. All I ever held were books. "hey." Tighnari squeezed my hand, making me look up. "you alright?" he asked gently. As if I were to break if his voice were any louder. I hesitantly nodded as I looked forward. "don't worry, we're almost there." He whispers to me one last time before continuing to lead me to Cyno's office.
I felt eyes on me as we reached my floor. Where I would get pushed around and laughed at. I had no idea what their trip was, I was just trying to live peacefully but there they were, giving me problems and making me depressed. I lost my confidence, I hadn't went to school for a whole week because of them, which made me fail tons of classes. My grades had dropped tons. Thanks to Tighnari's advices, I was able to pick myself up and try again. I picked up my pace and did all I could to regain those fallen grades and graduate.
Nari had enough of seeing me like that, so he advised me to move to his academy. There, no one would disturb me anymore, and I would be able to live peacefully. Which, he was absolutely right. But, I missed this academy. Having to see Alhaitam just pass by my classroom was enough for my day to be complete.
I felt a heavy hand on my head, making me look up with a puzzled face. It was Cyno. He had a worried face on him, same goes with Tighnari. I looked at the both of them, not knowing why they looked like that.
I felt something fall from my eyes.
oh.
oh.
I was crying.
I immediately wiped my tears, looking at the two. "are you alright?" Cyno asked. How could I answer that? He saw that I was crying. "yes, I'm alright." I replied back firmly. Cyno gave me a small smile as he pulled away and went to Nari, kissing his cheek before he sat down on his desk. "so, what's on todays agenda?"
before Tighnari could speak, someone opened the doors to Cyno's office. "Cyno." this voice.. it's familiar. I looked behind me, and felt my eyes widen as I realize who it was.
to be continued....
thank you so much for reading this fiction. I didn't think it would actually get peoples attention.
anyway, I'm gonna go on a little break, and I'll probably continue this on Tuesday. Cyu soon my lovies!!
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