Idk wich one chose/javon jaden

Y/n's funeral

*Sunday *
I wake up kinda late I looked at time shit it's 11:34 it's almost y/n funeral I get in shower do my hair ect get on my funeral suit I walk down stairs as I walking down stairs everyone is looking at me
Jessica-you look good hun
Javon-thanks mom
Jaden- y/n would love that suit
Jayla- yea she would love that
Javon- ik that's why I put it on
*jaden walk up to me we did our handshake then he hugged me we hugged for while then we let go of each other
Jaden- you ready
Javon- I guess
*we all get in car dad drived all ride we didn't say anything I looked out the window it started raining so hard we arrived 20 minutes later

When we get there I stayed in car for while then jaden came to me
Jaden- come on javon let's go
Javon- I don't want to
Jaden- come on ik it's hard but you got to be there come on let's go *he opened door for me . And smiled I get out of the car my hair is wet it's raining so hard
We walked in curch together and there she was laying down in her coffin dead with her hands crossed on her chest .I looked at her tears rolling down my cheeks.the curch was quite everyone was looking at me crying
I whispered in her ear *I will always love you my princess I started to tear up again tear fall down my cheek then I turned around everyone looking at me with tears in they eyes I looked at them and then on y/n dead body I start to tear up then I start to feel weird in my body I find my self running away from church I ran far away I sit down on stairs and start to cry my eyes out I don't want leave her I can't I sit on stairs and cried then I heard someone running from church jaden.
Jaden- javon come on
Javon- I can't do that
Jaden- but they are burying her now
Javon- whatt!!!!
*I pushed jaden out of the way and ran back they where about to put dirt on her
Javon- wait!! No not yet
*everyone looked at me with tear in they eyes
I looked down on y/n in her coffin I started to feel tears on my cheeks I took a bouquete and put it on her coffin
Javon- I love you y/n rest in peace princess

tears fall down my cheeks again I feel my eyes get blurry I stood up and jaden hugged me I start to cry in he's arms
Jaden- she's in better place now
Javon- I wanna be with her
Jaden- you will meet her again javon ,I promise you

They where done burying her and everyone walked back to church
Jessica- you coming wanna
Javon- not now

I stood up looking down at y/n's headstone studdenely it started to rain even more . I sat down on the mud and put my hand on her headstone I sighed .

Javon- I love you y/n no matter what I miss you sm I wish I could be there with you .I hated time when we were fighting I remember time when we fight cause you ran back to jaden cause he was jealous that we kissed we both fight over you I remember when he put lipstick on my t  shirt and you thinked that was cocos lipstick but then he moved on and it's was just me your one and only javon
I felt tears rolling down my cheek and my voice started to crack
You don't know how much butterflies you gave me the first time I saw you in airport they where dancing in my stomach and then when I found out that our seat in plane are next to each other I knew it was a sign you fell asleep on my lap I knew you are made to be mine the kisses we've had was the best of my life the times we spend together was the best memories I will never forget that I will never forget your hugs I love you sm y/n. I'm really happy that I met you y/n you made my life change for every way it's possible you made me better person I love you sm. we had our amazing time but now it's over . I will never forget you y/n .I will came to you everyday and talk to you .I still love you more than anything.i really wanted to start family with you have kids and our own apartment built family with you you didn't deserve this you where such a young girl .I will always love you y/n no matter what it will always be me ik that princess

Your PoV
Don't worry javon.it always will be you it always was you *I whispered *

A/n- this book came to end I cried when I write this 😭 I wanted to say thank Chelsea for saying me to don't give up on this book and thanks for all support on this book but it has came to end but I still have 7books I will write new chapters 🫶🏻