The one that got away❣️

This is the day December 12th of 2023. My boy, my love is leaving to serve the country. It's 5:00 am in the morning. By 9:00am he gotta be at the camp for training. A tear roll down my cheek as I rest on his shoulder while he is asleep.

I am trying to get a one last closer look of him like this lying on our bed. I guess my tears woke him up "Don't cry" he said still closing his eyes. I tried so hard, "y/n if I open my eyes and see you crying, that will be the only thing that keeps running in my mind for the next 18 months "As he says that I force myself to stop my tears.

I tried to smile when he opened his eyes. He runned his fingers through my cheeks and tucked my hair behind the ears. " Listen we were prepared for this,aren't we?" he said. I gave soft nod. "But you-you" I couldn't speak, my voice was breaking " just hear me out, you need not speak anything" He said and I agreed with him.

"I know it's not right if I ask you to wait for me that would be so selfish of me. If you can't bear the pain you can move on. I wouldn't blame you" He said I slapped his shoulder and hugged him really tight. "please don't go! " begged. "It's not in my hands" he says.

For the next two hours there was complete silence between us. It was just looking at each other. Knowing that this is not the end we still have many more conversations left.Many more chapters in our life to unfold. This is just the begin of the worst one.

Finally around 8:00am we got up from the bed. For one last time in 18 months, I decided to prepare breakfast for him. He was freshing up while I prepared his favorite meal.

He came down all ready, while I was setting up the table we had or breakfast with a lot of silence between us. The bell rang. I got scared. He hugged me "It's okay you are strong" he whispered in my ear and went to get the door  "it's my bald man jimin" he joked as Jimin came in. I got up and greeted him.

Some people also came in to take his luggage. Jimin joined us for breakfast. They both were talking, while I ate in silence. As it was time." I'll wait outside, Bye y/n take care come visit us when you can"  Jimin said and left. I just nodded.

Jungkook pulled me into a hug " you are one of the strongest girl I've ever met, you can do it. you are strong, you hear me! you are. Keep in touch with my parents" he and departed. I went and pulled him into a kiss. A kiss I'll be craving of for the next 18 months " you be safe and please come back healthy " I said He gave me that bright Smile he has and Kissed my forehead.

And, then I watched him get in the car and leave. He'll always be the one that got away with my heart......