Yuuichiro|Mikaela Hyakuya x reader [Oneshots]||Owari no Seraph||

Yuuichiro |Lost Time Memory|

How long ago was it since you had vanished from Yuus life? He could still remember the scorching hot sun on that day. The day he had made his biggest mistake ever.
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Underneath the afternoon sun on a hilly road, two blurry figures were standing. One boy and one girl. The girl had been hanging after him for quite some time, trying to brake down his walls and befriend him. But his desire of killing all the vampires made him think that friends weren't needed. That day was even the day he had gotten accepted in the moon demon army.

"Don't mind me, I- " You began but soon got interuptd by Yuu. "Just leave me alone already! I finaly got accepted in the moon demon army, and I can't have you hanging after me!" He shouted at you, anger and anoyance clear in his voice as he jerked away his hand. "No, I won't go." You exclaimed and grabbed onto his hand gently. "Man, you're so annoying! Just leave already! I don't want to see your scarf hiden face again!" Yuu then began to walk away without looking back. You tugged at your (F/C) scarf and followed his blurry figure with your (E/C) eyes.

"Is that really what your heart wants?" You mumbled and walked back to the school.
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The day after he had told you those horrible things he had to go back to school because Guren was nowhere to be seen.

At school he was met with sobing students. He didn't pay much attention to why they were sobing, untill he walked into his classroom and looked to the seat next to him. Your seat, that is. Your desk were empty, which was unusal because you always greeted him with a good morning and a smile. His ears then picked up sounds of sobing. In fact it was everywere in the whole classroom. The girls were either crying or sobing and the guys just looked sad.

He looked around the room in search of Shinoa. Maybe she knew what was going on. He then saw her walking into the classroom, her usual grin replaced with a sad look. "Hey Shinoa, what's going on? Why are every one so sad?" Shinoa looked at him with surprice in her eyes. "You don't know? (Name)-chan's dead." She answerd and walked to her seat.

He was filled with denial, regret and surprice but was back to his sences when he saw a girl place flowers on your desk. That was when he realised he would never see you again.
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Months had passed since that day but he regreted those overly harsh words he said to you back then. Even if his 'wish', to never see you again, had come true so is the lonely feeling eating away on him. He was still recovering from the Shinjuku incident. Over half of his squad wiped out. The only ones surviving were him and Shinoa. She told him that he had went rampage and killed his comrades in the process.

Even if his heart was beating and his lungs breathing so was the lonlines still lingering inside of him. He was a empty shell. There is no reason for him to "look forward" if there is nothing or no one to look forward to, so roting away in the hospital room was his only option. Every time he closed his eyes he saw your face with a warm smile in the same classroom he used to be in.

With time, the longing feeling of wanting you near him got stronger, and a tomorrow with you with him became even more disstant. Most of his days were spent in his hospital room, the days passed in a slow pace. Yuu decided that if a tomorrow without you was never to come, a dream thta won't come true, he would embrace his blurry past, a dream he won't wake up from. So he would naturaly seclude himself from the outside world.

He walked away from the window and laid down on his bed, hoping to see your summery smile again. But instead he was met by his dead comrades looking at him with horrified expressions. At that moment he didn't care and grief overtook him, he stained his hands in order to kill these boring days.

He woke up with a jolt. Breathing heavily with widend shocked eyes he sat up and looked at his hands. Those stained hands that killed the persons most dear to him. No. The person most dear to him. "But why?" A voice echoed in his head. His head began to hurt. He arose from his bed and clutched the sides of his head tightly with his hands. The pain in his head was gone but the empty feeling in his chest ached more than ever. "If a tomorrow without you won't come, then take me away with you instead of leaving me like this..!" He mumbled.

He walked to a nearby desk and hessitantly grabed some scissors. He sat on his bed and stared down at them for a while. He soon made up his mind and higherd the scissors to his throat with both hands. He pulled the scissors back and then sharged them at his throat. While falling back onto his bed he could hear Shinoas worried screams.

"Can you hear me?" The same voice echoed in his head as he felt the heat embrace him. He opend his eyes thinking that he would see his demon ,Asuramaru, about to take over his body, but was met with your summery smile in the same classroom. He was frozen in place eyes wide. His longing feelings for you became stronger as he reached out a hand and ran towards you.

"I died. I'm sorry." You said with a nervous and guilty smile. "Shall we say our farewells?" You asked and tilted your head to the side. Yuu came closer by the second "Please don't say them..!" Just as you were about to say your 'good bye', you felt the impact of Yuus body, his arms thightly around your smaller figure as if you would dissapear at any given moment.

You smiled sadly as your face was pressed against his shoulder tightly. You lightly pushed him away, his arms still around you, as you gently grabed the side of his cheek with your free hand, looked him in the eyes and gave him a last smile "N-No! Not yet!" He begged.
"Good bye, Yuu-kun." With that your body became particels in the air and the only thing left of you was your (F/C) scarf. He fell to his knees, clutching the scarf tightly as he felt the sme heat embrace him.

He opend his eyes again, his mind still in a daze but he knew that he was back, the wound from the scissor gone, probably healed by his demon Asuramaru. Your scarf were still held tightly in his right hand. After this, the feeling of wanting you near him would probably never dissapear.
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