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𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟎𝟒

𝟎𝟒 || 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐎𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥

It's been a month since that chemistry read and it's been extremely busy. In the last three days alone, I've gone to a premiere, three meetings regarding the movie, two meetings for my next album, and the rest of my time has been spent either in the studio or memorizing lines.

Today's been a little slower. It's 10am and I'm making some breakfast at home while the audio book for We'll Watch the Stars Burn plays over a speaker. 

I finished my breakfast and checked my phone. 

𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒:

𝐖𝐖𝐓𝐒𝐁 🌟🔥
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘸𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘯
𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘥𝘺
𝘨𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴
𝘱𝘦𝘺𝘵𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵
𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘳𝘢
𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘰𝘯

𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐦𝐚
Hey everyone, it's Gemma!
I made this groupchat so 
that it'd be easier for us all
to communicate. 

First thing is that the call sheet
for tomorrow being sent to your
emails, I'll text it here as well. 
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵

𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐚
Hi! Thank you so much.
I'm very excited to work
with you!

𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫
Couldn't agree more,
thank you Gemma.

𝐩𝐞𝐲𝐭𝐨𝐧
Can't wait!

𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐦
Very excited for this opportunity!

𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐭
Thank you Gemma!

𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚
So grateful to work on this amazing
story. Thank you Gemma!
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦

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–𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺 –

It's 5:40am and I'm currently driving to set. I'm called at 6:15 and I live about 25 minutes away, so I'll get there about 10 minutes early.  

I'm blaring Nicki Minaj to try to wake myself up as I drive through the city, trying to forget about the fact that I could be asleep in my bed right now. I've been up since 4:50 and I really didn't go to sleep early enough to be up right now but it's okay, this movie is worth it. 

That's what I have to keep telling myself. 

It's worth it.

It's worth it.

It's worth it.

That's been the mantra I've repeated to myself since I started this life. It's for when I start to lose my focus, when I lose sight of what I've been chasing since I was little, when I forget everything that I've accomplished and the glory of it all at the finish line.

Anyways, I drove into the backlots and went straight to the trailers where Riley met me with oatmeal and an iced tea, I love this woman.

I ate as we talked and then headed to hair and makeup where I alternated running lines and talking to the girls working on me for the next hour. As soon I was in hair and makeup I was out and back in my trailer with a closet full of perfectly organized pre-styled outfits.