Words Unspoken • Heehoon

4TH

Ringggg~

"Heeseung." A soft toned voice called the boy.
He turned to that guy and saw the love of his life, beaming. "Hello." Heeseung tried not to show any emotion, putting his things in his bag.
"Sunghoon! Let's eat together?" Suddenly, a fox-eyed boy joined them.

"Oh Sunoo. You can join us." Sunghoon smiled at the guy.
"Thankyou very much~" Sunoo whined. Heeseung just glanced at them. The younger noticed Heeseung and they waved to eachother.

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"So Sunghoon, how's Gaeul? Never saw her for a while." Sunoo questioned Sunghoon, sipping his drink.
He and Sunghoon was now beside eachother at the cafateria table, while Heeseung is in front of them, eating quietly while watching the two.

"She's alright, we can even visit her if you want."

"Really?"

"Yeah! She looks healthy now."

"I'm glad. I really missed her."

"Me too actually."

"Let's visit her after class! And.. Let's hangout too, it's been a while."

"Okay then." The two continued to talk.

Heeseung felt something sharp in his heart. He felt like he was a thirdwheel. Glancing at the two sun's who was chuckling, laughing and talking to eachother. It hurt.
Was it..jealousy?

He stood up, "I'm done eating." He left his food on the table, he is not finished actually. He was just annoyed, why did they act like he was invisible?
'did he meet Gaeul earlier than me?' He thought. Argh, he's so jealous right now. But he doesn't have the right to, it's Sunghoon's life. He doesn't even own him. And he doesn't even know Heeseung likes him.

Sunghoon quickly went to Heeseung, grabbing his wrist.
"Hey uhh before you leave..do you wanna join us?"
Heeseung's eye twitched. He was mad.
"Ofcourse not! Why would I like to-" Heeseung stopped after realizing what he was saying. 'Oh gosh, am I crazy,?'

"I mean..sorry, I'm not in the mood to come. You two can enjoy it." Heeseung left.

Sunoo felt guilty after that, and Heeseung avoided Sunghoon the whole day. But still, he was distracted. He can't focus on his classes. He kept getting distracted. He wanted Sunghoon to come to him and apologize. But who was Heeseung to him to do that?

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"Arghh, why? Why did I do that! That is so embarrassing! I can't do this right now! I should've come! What if they dated? What if they ate outside and enjoyed without me?" Heeseung screamed in his room. He was so freaking embarrassed after what happened earlier. Argh, it's all messed up. Why did he do that childish thing? Sunghoon and Sunoo must've think he was immature.

"They.. must've think I am crazy!!"

"Oh can you shut up? You've been shouting since you got here! Behave yourself! Don't act like we don't have neighbors! " Jake who was in the other room, yelled at Heeseung. He was annoyed.

"But it was just embarrassing! And go wear your headphones so you'll not hear me."
Heeseung replied, but mumbled the last sentence. He rolled his eyes, sulking.

Heeseung didn't open his phone and hugged his pillow, crying the whole evening. How would he face Sunghoon tomorrow?

He come out of his room and knocked at Jake's. Jake gave him a "what" look while playing his video game.

"Can I at least..rant? It's so heavy."

"You look pathetic." Jake joked on him, suspecting his reddish eyelids, nose, and teary eyes.

"Haha, so funny." Heeseung rolled his eyes and sat on Jake's bed.

They talked the whole night, and Jake gave him lots of advices that gave Heeseung confidence.

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"I am very sorry yesterday! I left and avoided you without telling you any reason! I am sorry!" Heeseung bowed nonstop apologizing to Sunghoon. They were at an empty field, Heeseung dragged him there in lunch break.

"Hey, stop that. I understand actually, we ignored you the whole time." Sunghoon grabbed Heeseung's both shoulder, stopping him from bowing and faced him. They made eye contact and Sunghoon quickly let him go, turning the other way.

"We didn't enjoyed yesterday actually, we're just talking about you and asking eachother what was wrong. Sunoo felt guilty too, and we went home early after visiting Gaeul."

Oh.

my.

Gosh.

"S-sorry! That was obviously my fault! I shouldn't have did that.." Heeseung felt disturbing the two. Look what he did now. It's really messed up!

"No, it's not your fault, Sunoo understands. I'm actually glad you're okay now." Sunghoon turned to Heeseung.

"You.. are too kind." Heeseung whispered. He fell for him, harder.

"We should eat now." Sunghoon held Heeseung's hand. Heeseung was shocked ofcourse, but he was comfortable holding him. He liked that. He liked how Sunghoon knew to make Heeseung feel good. He was always a good...friend. He wish he could just confess.

I AM VERY SORRY! I'VE BEEN BUSY DOING MY STUDIES AND PLUS WE HAVE UPCOMING PRESENTATION IN JANUARY SO I WAS GETTING READY FOR IT, BUT I'LL TRY TO UPDATE MORE🤧

Hope you enjoyed this chapter too:}