Forced little one

35.

I'm back

Noah pov

New year was coming up, and i was still confused about my feelings. i liked Jack and minho, but i wasn't sure like that. I looked at the ceiling above my crib. i wanted to be their little and sibby but didn't want the sexual thing, just kisses and cuddles, and i was as ready as i could be the next morning to tell them.

We were eating breakfast as Jack and minho looked at me from time to time, making me scared to hurt their feelings. "we will talk after breakfast," minho said as Jack was about to ask for my answer. We were sitting on the chouch as i played with my fingers. "What is your answer, noah ?" I took a deep breath going over my answer in my head, "my answer is ... i would like to be yours, but without the bedroom activity, if it would be ok," minho looked emotionless for a second before a smile spread out on his face, and Jack hugged me. "It is ok. You don't have to do anything you don't like or feel comfortable with, but you can always ask if you want to try," i nodded, getting more cuddling."You guys have at 1 p.m. nap time so you can see the fireworks," At the mention of fireworks, i got excited. In my old friend group, we would get fireworks and crackers and get drunk while celebrating that the cops ignored our antics on that day. I missed some of them, not all but the close ones. i felt a hand wipe something off my face, feeling that I was crying. "Dada is allowed to video call us today," Jack got excited, but i didn't know how to feel. "Are you okay with seeing him, noah ?" I nodded, i was ok, but i wasn't comfortable to let myself be little around him anymore.