Love loop

3. First girl crush

Okay. So no serious crushes in this year. Except crushes that I'll never get to date. Such as... Starting in the age of (7-9). Now. At that time Izzy just found out about the LGBTQ+ community and deemed themself as bisexual . Of course that became to pansexual and straight from time to time since Izzy. Was a mix. And when I mean a mix I mean that they couldn't decide which one. Of course Izzy didn't choose to be gay they knew something was weird when they said the word female and females are fine but not in a weird way, it was in a 'its a good wiggling sensation but you don't know why' way. So they were like... Erm.. this is weird but okay. Izzy's sister came out to Izzy and told Izzy that she is pansexual. Of course Izzy gave hints along the way that they were pan/bi. But we are not going into detail about that. Now, Izzy when they were 7-9 years old had a crush on their bestie. Now I know. Your like "OMG WHAT HAPPENED ?! DATING?! OR... Rejected...?" So Izzy had this like I wouldn't say massive but not small it was.. hmmmm... Medium. but a bit small and a bit large. So, Izzy tried to drop really really bad hints about this. Like. 'hey. Let's hang out sometime after lunchtime in the play ground?' I know 😰 it's horrid. But Izzy's best friend took it as 'oh! Okay! I wonder what game we are going to play!'.

My honest opinion: .... So... What now?

Of course Izzy's bestie didn't feel the same way probably and was like not interested in girls at the time only boys and didn't know about the LGBTQ+ community.

So basically, 
POV: your Izzy's bestie:  😃 (this is a normal day!)
POV: Izzy: 😎/🥲 (cool about it but scared of rejection)

So after lunchtime Izzy completely forgot about it and did the same thing that they do every time and everyday. Pretend to be ever after high characters. (If you don't know what that is then search it up).

Oh the not good tactics Izzy had to flirt with people when they were young. Oh do I wish to have the tactics back. 🥲.

Anyways. On to the next chapter!