WLW Celebrity one-shots

Alone with your thoughts (E.O)

I love sunny mornings... I love the way the warmth of it wraps itself around my body like someone hugging me, and I love hugs. I don't really like the night.. Its cold.. and its quiet, quiet enough that I can hear the voices in my head.. and it makes me really really sad. In most of my happy days I spend my nights suppressing the awful thoughts running through my head, crying and thinking of things that aren't even real. I keep thinking that im awful, im a terrible person, no body loves me, you're so useless. Thats what the voices in my head says every night.

Until you came.. You made my nights and my mind so peaceful at night. The way you wrap your arms around me, and the way you make me feel so serene. My nights aren't always so quiet when I'm around you. The way you can talk about anything and make it sound so interesting.

But tonight was when i couldn't have you, i couldn't get to feel the way your warm body presses against me.

Lizzie stares at the ceiling for along period of time, her mind thinking of many things, she doesn't know what kind of things but... all sorts of things, she sighs at the thought of you while looking to her night stand and seeing the picture of you two at a restaurant. It was one of you two;s dates, one where you proposed and finally confess your devotion into spending your life with her. Then she looked at the ring on her. "Do i deserve this?" she asked herself a voice insider replied no you dont deserve her, you are nothing. You should be grateful that she even talked to you. Elizabeth's heart tightened "shes probably seeing other people" she says to herself along with her denying it immediately. She couldn't bare the thought of it, but the thought of it still lingers through her mind.

"Stop pretending, you know that she's cheating on you." "stop lying to yourself, your only hurting yourself more." "why would she even be with you when all you do is Cry, and Cry, and cry cry cry" the voice in her head grew louder as they mocked her, and before she knows it shes crying, as usual. The blond was annoyed at herself, shes crying again. Lizzie tried to calm her breathing, she tried to clear her mind but the voice in her head was stronger than her for her to stop these thoughts.

In the endless tears pours out of her face she grabbed her pillow and cling on to it as she stains the pillow with her tears and choked sobs, her heart felt like it was being squeezed so tightly, face all hot and red from all the crying.

She buried her face into the pillow, not caring if she could breath or not, all she wanted was the terrible thoughts to go away. The room felt like she was in the freezer, locked and trapped and theres no way out. Your crying again, and shes going to have to go all her way to make you feel better, just because you felt sad. You are so selfish, what about her? What about her feelings? Doesn't she matter too? All you think about is you. You don't deserve her- the voice in her head continued, and she cried even harder.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop the tears from coming out. It all felt so heavy, it feels like shes sinking into the ocean as waves after waves push her down even more.

She lied there, frozen and sobbing into the already tear soaked pillow, just wanting it to end.

Until she felt those familiar warmth wrapping itself around her. "What's wrong, baby?" you asked in a soft yet tired voice from just coming home from a very long hours of working. Lizzie shook her head, not wanting to say anything to avoid bothering you. "N-nothing..its nothing.." Elizabeth wipes her face, now seeming to calm with you around her. "Liz darling~ please tell me, we talked about this, remember?" She sat up and looked into your eyes, even though you had bags under your eye, you still managed to give butterflies into her stomach.

She again wipes the remaining tears from her face. "We can talk about anything.. Especially when it comes to our feelings. What's wrong?" you looked into her eyes with worry. Lizzie fiddles with the ring on her finger "im just- over thinking... its nothing" she said with a raspy and cracked voice from the intense crying session from earlier. "What are you overthinking about?" "about- ..." she stays silent for a while, hesitating onto what shes going to say, "us" she looked down on her hands.

With a tired sigh you still keep yourself up and hold her face and make her look at you gently "us?, w-why?" your mind filled with worry thinking that you aren't doing enough into the relationship. "I just feel- like.. Im not good enough- for you. I dont deserve you, y/n~" she sobbed again, leaning her head against you, quickly acting and wrapping your arms around her. "Im so much to deal with- and.. You just take it all~" she cries, her voice breaking "lizzie- you are more than enough~" you rest your head on her shoulder as she sobbed, caressing her back. "I love you- and i dont care if you cry alot or- or.. I dont care that you always go to me when you have a problem. I'm honored and happy that go to me and trust me enough to share me your feelings" you looked into her eyes and wiped her tears "no matter what, I love you. And i will do anything to make you content and happy- "Lizzie sobbed again as she held your arms" I love you" she hugs you tightly. "I love you too baby."

You caress and hold her tightly, the familiar warmth on the both of you giving calming and peaceful to each other that both of you just love so much. You both lay down on the soft and comfortable sheets and finally rest in each others arms.