She was my bestest. The very great thing that ever happened to my life. She's the very great thing that I once had..
But I didn't got to treasure her enough.. That's why she slipped away. I didn't even got to make her feel that she's wanted. She loves me the way I want to be love. She's everything I've been praying for. She only has her eyes on me, she loves my family and she never failed to make me feel important but sadly she happened to be a woman, the reason why I wasted her.
Years later I met the second person who made me cry which I found weird. I never cry.
For the first time I became her. The woman who loves his family. The woman who only has her eyes on that certain person. The woman who's willing to support him in every path he'll take. The woman who never failed to make him feel special, important, wanted and cherished..
But he never even tried to make me feel love and special. He never showed any effort. He's too close with other girls but it's not my thing to demand anything from him. They came first in his life than I. He's not the one I've dreamed of.
Crying in front of my cousin is fine..
At least I'll leave without any regrets.. Broken but at least I know that I did my part.
I poured all my love and I never regret it.
Is this the feeling she used to feel before? The woman i hurt, Is this what she used to feel before?
And there she is, the woman I used to hurt before. She's still waiting for me, willing to fix my broken heart caused by him.
That's when I realized how lucky I am to be love like that by her.
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Cruise ship.
A girl is in the cruise. She's about to get married to her father's trusted Knight. A boy band group was rented to sing in the cruise. There, she met him. The long hair guy who looks like a prince. The leader of that band. Every glance they had, they knew that it's something else but she knew that after some of their days at the cruise it'll be impossible for them to meet again outside specially, she's about to get married right after her feet touches the ground.
Forbidden, That's what it is. She's enchanted to meet him but what ain't meant to be ain't.
