I tried so hard to come outside from this fogginess but i can't. God, I am feeling helpless.
Suddenly, someone is shaking me so hard and yelling on me.
And i just got out of my trance. Thank god.
That person said are you mad doctor?
Because of you that person could have died. Wake up doctor, wake up.
I suddenly became hyperaware of my surroundings. And I rushed toward that patient and saw that nurses are taking him to OR. (operating room)
God what I had done? He could have died.
That hand grabbed my wrist and pushed me at wall. He is yelling at me and here i am trying to compose myself to not cry here on my fucking first day.
Rudransh POV :
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God, how can a doctor be so clueless? I am calling her for past 10 min and she is just looking downwards. I am really really going to fire her soon.
If i hadn't come that officer would have died on the spot.
FLASHBACK:
I was passing by when I saw people rushing and nurses calling a Girl doctor doctor. I went and first aid him and tried shaking her. In between I ordered head nurse to book an OR and rushed him there. I am coming.
After exact 5 min, she came to her senses and started panicking. She searched for patient and thanked god when she saw him okay for now.
PRESENT
When my eyes met her, i got shocked for a moment. I remember those eyes. These beautiful hazel brown innocent eyes, long eyelashes. No god this can't be happening. She hasn't yet identified me . Thank god, we both are wearing masks.
I initiated the talk by maintaining my maneuver and in very rude way possible i asked for her name. I want to comfirm.
And looks like, god is not interested in helping me cause she said:
Good morning doctor, Dr. Savya Malhotra, 1st day, Neurology .
I am really sorry, I really am doctor. Thats not how I am. I myself don't know what happened to me. I tried to get out of it but I can't.
She is blabbering. And there she got her 1st breakdown on very 1st day.
God , she is still same.
After ordering her to meet me in OR , i left from there and reached the changing room.
I can never, like never let her know that this is me. I can not ruin her life again.
Savya's POV :
I had seen those eyes, those beautiful deep , baby blue eyes before and trust me, if my gut feeling is true, i don't want to meet him.
But why would he be here? He is abroad right? Hopefully with that girl.
I need to focus and stop hyperventilating.
I need to forgot him and have to focus on my patient. My life.
I can't let him ruin things for me even when he is not here.
